Sunday, October 28, 2007

hey little girl
what's wrong with your life
wonderful parents
caring friends

yet what's wrong with you
you seems troubled

look upon the sky
there may be darkness everywhere
but there's a star that's shining brightly
although sometimes it may be block by the clouds
but its still there,
shining

though sometimes you can't see whats ahead
press on
hold on
wait a little longer
soon the clouds will disappear
and you will see the shining bright star,
once again

Thursday, October 18, 2007

why do you have to lie to me?
you think its fun?
your so selfish!
you think what you do is good for me?

i don't know what to say about you ..
sometimes i really hate you
keep telling me to forget you
saying that it would be better for me
but you know how i think and feel?
you don't .
if i'm a machine i will just press a button to erase all of you.
but i'm not

i really hate you
you keep pushing me away if i'm talking to another guy..
what kind of friend you are ..
i really don't know and i don't
wanna know ..
really..
i'm too tired to say anymore
stop saying sorry again and again.
please..
i'm tired of it

Sunday, October 14, 2007

O level is around the corner!!! AHH Still got lots to catch up!! Sighs .. O level coming, many problems arises in my life. I really want to escape reality..But its just circumstances..It will not last long..ARGH.. i'm tired..



Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight


So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

Friday, October 05, 2007

Now N256 got 5 new people but Darren, Dennis and Christopher had transferred out =( WILL MISS THEM!! But Meng Ching came back!! When i first came to CHC she is in my 1St Cell Group! (: Ate whole meal bread during fellowship plus CHEESE+HAM+TOMATO+CUCUMBER+TUNA =D It was really a fufilling meal hahas ^^. And i ate lots of grapes =) VERY HEALTHY RIGHT hahas!

Yeapps! Then studied at Mac Cafe and saw loyang people there like Chirstopher, Si Yun, Rachel.L, Marcus, Ren Yi and dunno who. Ahh i really have stm lahs . My class one the guy .. CAN'T REMEMBER!! =.= Then I saw YiLing again!! hahas Mac Cafe now the rules like so strict le. 1) Study on weekends for too long not allowed. Customers complained many people LIKE ME occupying the place. (So they chased me out -.-) 2) No outside food allowed. Either Mac Cafe drinks or Mc Donalds. ( WAHH where got fair!! Last time we brought SUBWAY, KFC, FOODCOURT FOODS, BUBBLE TEA they never complained. Now they say cannot.) Later no students want to go there study arhs ! LOL But can understand lah. They have to obey what the boss say mahs hahas (: .

I really loved the chocolates that Jolynn and i bought it at guardian. And i just bought it again hahas! Chocolates are yummy! Especially dark chocolate or 63% chocolate. Not those chocolate that is soo milky.

Yeah so thats all for today! Peace!!
Yay!! Today mugged from 2pm to 11pm with Jolynn=D! Can't believe thay Jolynn knocked her head at the Mac cafe sign 7 times!! OMG ahaha. Joshua also!! Wanted to tell him be careful but i haven't say finish yet he kena!! LOL SO FUNNY!!

I studied Physics and Maths today! hahas Quite fruitful (: . Then Jolynn shared her problems with me and we enjoyed ourselves. Came back home was about 11.50pm going to 12am haha.

Monday, October 01, 2007

Ahh getting tired every time during lessons and at home :( My chinese got C5 again. SAD! I'm so scared of O's lahs ..

Happy children's day to me LOL . I'm getting lame.