HEYO ! Im blogging again hahas =D Today spent lots of time studying chem and physics and i realised that mugging outside is better than at home!! So many temptations .. =( Friday i mugged with YiLing at tampines Mc Donald near interchange then she went home at 9.30pm and i continued studying until about 10 plus. RACHEL LEONGAND WENDY CAME TO MC DONALD TO MUG TOO!! Last time i at downtown mc cafe mug they also there =.= . Soon, Mc Donald was so damm crowded and the auntie wanted to chase us out. x.x Rachel, Wendy and me then shifted to tampines mart to study until about 12.30am. We talked alot od stuff and soon Wendy's and Rachel's friends came. After sometime i realised that one of them is actually BARRY . =.= I can't really tell lor. Last year he graduate then now his hair is reborn one. hahas. After that i walked home all the way. Soo kool LOL =D

Anyway im tired today . It's been a long time since i spent in my home the whole day hahas (:
After listening hillsong's new album saviour king i find that the songs were really good!! Kept playing again and again. Waiting to sing one of their songs during church C= !

Just wondering what did i say that hurt my friend. Suddenly he turned so cold towards me. Well, i guess i should shut my mouth. Anyway today was quite a tiring day..

Life is full of ups and downs
Sometimes I'm so sick of my life
and remain still like a stone

Don't wanna move on
don't wanna get up

What's wrong with me?
I don't understand me

Maybe i should just lay on a green pasture of grass
looking up to the sky
waiting for God to take me away

Today service was quite good . I kept cying and tears kept rolling down my cheeks. Truly God is always with me. No matter how down, how empty, how lost and how sad, He's always there. Yes he is! I want to stick with God no matter what circumstances i may be in. I want to run the race with God to the finish line! I want to love him and know him better! I want to live for him, carry up my cross once again. I've rest enough! JESUS I LOVE YOU!! You're always faithful and truthful to me, my best friend forever. Cant wait to be in heaven with JESUS (:! He's the only way, the truth and the light. With him, i can then be who i am in Him. The presence i've felt today really totally know that he love me unconditional. The love that really can't be described. Very deep.. It can't be measured.


And just wanna share a song by Corrinne May to all my brother and sisters in Chirst! (:
YOU CAN BE WITNESS FOR HIM ! This song is to encourage us to so unbelievable things for chirst! You're a beautiful seed that is precious to him! Click until number 5 on the playlist!

You can fill the darkness

with just one flash of light

Break the silence with just one word

One defiance starts a revolution

One life can save the world

On the steps of Washington

Sprinkled like confetti

Thousands of people sing"we will overcome"

The preacher shouts:"Let freedom ring"

He gave his life for what he believed

You can be a withness

You can be a prophet

You can make the whole world believe

Break the strongest fortress

change the way the world thinks

You can build a bridge where foes can meet

Hope for the future

Shout it, don't whisper

Dreams are what we make them to be

There's hope in every heartbeat

Tiny as it seems

You're a beautiful seed

She's a pastor's daughter

She's only 16

But her heart and belly

are beaking at the seams

Her boyfriend blames her

He wants to pay

for the doctor to wash it away

She lays in the hospital

A Christmas choir is singing

About a child in a manger

fragile and small

"unto us is born a Saviour"

She looks at her baby and cries

as she sings him a lullaby

You can be a withness

You can be a prophet

You can make the whole world believe

Break the strongest fortress

change the way the world thinks

You can build a bridge where

foes can meet

Hope for the future

Shout it, don't whisper

Dreams are what we make them to be

There's hope in every heartbeat

Tiny as it seems

You're a beautiful seed

Every hope, every power

lies in the heart if a seed that flowers

Intertwined all across the land

we're all seeds in the maker's hands

Today had cell group meeting with W351 . Yeah love the food !! Ate quite lot! Gave Boon Ming the present. After the whole thing, i went to DownTown East mc cafe to study . Was listeining to my mp3 and suddenly memories came back. Thinking about the old times and got rather down.
When I arrived, Yu Shan, Grace, Rachel, Wendy, Yiling and her friends at the cafe . Then later Kok Hao, Nizham, Kharudin and Hafiz came in.

I so lost. I'm walking aimlessly through a path of nowhere. The fervent love of God seems to fade away. Busy doing about my stuff and never really spend time with God. Is that really what i want?

And a friendship that i had just found is going to end. Just because of what he said and i feel scared and wanted to avoid him . Used to share lots of stuff . Yeah .. Everyday the friendship between both of us seems to fade bit by bit . Soon..it may disappear ..

A little boy of thirteen

was on his way to school

He heard a crowd of people laughing

and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening

to the stories of one man

He spoke with such wisdom,

even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly

the day turned to night

Everyone was hungry

but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox

at the little that he had

He wasn't sure what good it'd do

there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus

the kindness in His smile

and the boy cried out

with the trust of a child

he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you willI surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

to feed them all"

I often think about that boy

when I'm feeling small

and I worry that the work I do

means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry

is a diamond in His hands

and every door that slams in my face

I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have

Oh Lord, you can work miracles

All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

I hope it's not too small

I trust in you

I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

no gift is too small

I found that this is very touching song. I promise, if you are a christian, you will be reminded something after you hear this song.

I cant believe my maths failed . I've done lots of tys questions !! Maybe i stiil need to do many more. yeahs .. Haish today my stomach soo damm pain!! Halfway in tuition doin maths then cannot take it! So i rest and my teacher sent me home . Sighs .. Lots of things gotta do

Today history paper very hard. I studied Russia and Pacific in War never come out!! =( Then essay die liao luh. The best thing is that yesterday night then found out that today have maths paper 1 =.-" .. WHY AM I SOO BLUR?? o.o" Tomorrow have 3 PAPERS!! Physics Paper 2, POA paper 1 and Chemistry Paper 2 !! Aww today im gonna sleep very late . Sighs

Yoo! Today cell group meeting was a very good one. Jin Lian prophesy to each and every one of us. Indeed we must grow into a deeper relationship with God just like a tree which its roots grew deeper into the ground to get minerals so that it can grow taller n greener . Just like when you see the tree, you can see that it is harvesting . (:

Friday went to Yi ling's house study from 8 to 12am den go Jolynn house. I ate 2 drumsticks , magie mee, and 2 cups of milk for supper then started studying about 2am to 5 am. Very hiong hors hahas . Then woke up 12pm lehs. Supposed to wake up at 9am then cannot tahan and sleep again . Sighs! hahas



ahhh and I just found out that Vanessa anne Hudgens took a nude photo of herself!!
It wast reported today's newpaper. HOW CAN IT BE. My favourite singer and actor of HSM1&2!! So sadd and disapointed!! =(

booohoo . Tmr all the way study :( My cg members catching a movie tomorrow luh and the BEST THING is that i cannot make it :'( Sooo sad .. HAISH All because of TUITION. But nevermind la . Will be mugging with YiLing at starbucks (bugis there) then head back to tampines for tuition . I LOVE TO STUDY!! ^^ lol ( like real)

Heya!! Today after POA tutorial went to WS with Joel. Yeapps=D We ate KFC then went to buy sliky girl sliver eye liner (: [Wanted to buy for long ago] The went popular to buy pen LOL . We shop shop finished then head to interchange then we head back to WS lol!! Cos we forgot that we have to do POA question so we head to MC CAFE =D . We do half way then the aunty come say go up study here people want to eat =.= . Buy mocha do poa until 5 + then... CONTIUNED SHOPPING!! hehe

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Whoo! Today I I have finished watching High School Musical 2 on YOU TUBE! Love when Gabriella and Troy sing together cos their voice matched together (: I wish i had the song album !! HSM2 is worth watching kays !! =D