Wow its been a great day today !! Finally the day has arrived!! Went out with my darlings, Lillian and Wen Hui plus Terence and Jason! Today is Wen Hui birthday so got a very nice braclet for her at Tampines Isetan!! Its a really nice braclet and can wear it for formal occasions and normal occasions too.

Watched ENCHANTED at orchard cathay! We went in around 6.30 pm hahas. The ending was quite expected cause its fairy tales like Cinderella . After the movie went to take neoprints. HAHAS. It was fun la =) . Dinner time we bought dumplings, hokien mee, and sphagetti to share =) SISTERS ONLY !! haha . The guys bought their own food (:. And I just realised a korean shop that sell many korean stuff like cup noodles, drinks, cosmetics stuffs and tibits . Quite cool right =D And I noticed that the cashier were KOREANS ! This is even more cool ah! I love koreans haha! Love the way they speak ^^.

After that Wen Hui had to go and meet another group of friends. So left the four of us and we went to BORDERS book shop . Li and I took some magazines and find a corner to seat down and read whereas Terence and Jason go to the law section. Had a great time there haha!! Supposed to go and have some drinks and sit down and talk talk at bugis but then the last train is comin at 12 mins later. So in the end Li and I went home.

THATS ALL!! BYES [:

AHH!! What is wrong with my phone .. Suddenly no network connection . Cannot message and cannot call .. =( How i'm i going to contact my cell group members and and friends .. ='( I'm going to cry already la.. SOBBS!



Anyway, bought my flip flops from newurbanmale (: . Its called Braziliano Praia! Its a nice scandal that cost me $49.90! My father paid for me . Cool right =D . If you want to know how it look like, here it is =)

Mine the base is pink not white but the upper it is white (: .

I don't know should i cry or smile . Good and Bad for today . =( ? =) ?

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BOO! Im BLOGGING AGAIN!! HAHA . Hmm Saturday Yuan Ting bought 2 friends to cell group . (: Mei Qi & Qing Ling ! Their quite nice and fun to be with . And i enjoyed watching FREE show . HAHAS . Fight between Yuan Ting and Mei Qi then Mei Qi And Meng Ching LOL!! I tell you arhs, I laughed till stomach DAMMM pain arhs!! Heres a group picture =) TADA=) ALL THE PRETTY LADIES HERE HUH!! ;] Let me introduce...

1st row from the left : Si Ying , Me, Yuan Ting, Qing Ling, Meng Ching

2nd row from the left : See Wan, Niko, Shi Hui, GJ, Mei Qi

But my Cgl not inside ahhs hahas . The Guys are in front of us LOL.

After Cg, some of us went to saturday service. =D IT WAS GREAT!!Pastor Phil Pringle painted the 12 diciples of Jesus. Each different characters and personalites, just like everyone. Even if nobody knows you, you've commited crimes or always criticise people, no matter who you are, Jesus welcome YOU to have communion with him. Because he loves you. YES YOU!!

Now..SUNDAY!! Hmm went queue up in the morning =) . Pastor Phil Pringle painted the cross with Jesus being nailed on the cross. The message is about the signifance of the cross. Hmm to me, the cross means that Jesus had already paid all my sins and sicknesses, he enable me to have a close relationship with the Almighty God and Satan no longer have power over me. The Cross represents how deep his love for me. Hahas.

Oh and WEI YING is back from Australia! I MISS HER SOO MUCH!! Love the doughnuts she brought from Australia =) . Today I'm really quite blessed!! Wei Ying treat me BK ice milo and See Wan treat me mineral water. Recently really need to save money so really very thankful to them =). My ice milo was my today's lunch x.x . Although its just drinks ah but these little blessings realy mean alot to me heh. =D

Yup thats all !

Today went out with Joel. Hmm we went to orchard and i saw the the flip flops that i wanted!! NEW URBAN MALE =D . Have been looking fot that slippers for a long time man .. IM GONNA BUY THAT SOON!! HEES =) We shopped the whole day walking non stop haha.

Sometimes, life is tiring.
All you want to do is just relax,
Stay content with the things you have now.
But everything is just a new begining,
New chapter, new start, new story.

I just can't stop halfway now.
Gotta continue to run the race.
Can't just let the damm problems overtake me.
Nono ,
Not gonna stay where i am .

So im gonna run the race,
run the race.
keep the pace no i'm stopping
Don't hold me back, hold me me back.
Nah you can't stop me.

Each step i take,
I'll be stronger.
All I gotta do is break free.
Yeah~

You can't stop me now.
Never, Not gonna.

A new begining,
A new chapter,
A new story,
A new start,

Breaking free,
let me be!

At the end of the day,
End of my life ,
I'll finish the race,
No matter how painful it takes.

I'll finish the race,
While my heart is still beating,
While i'm still breathing,
While ..
I'm alive.

A new begining,
A new chapter,
A new story,
A new start..

hey little girl
what's wrong with your life
wonderful parents
caring friends

yet what's wrong with you
you seems troubled

look upon the sky
there may be darkness everywhere
but there's a star that's shining brightly
although sometimes it may be block by the clouds
but its still there,
shining

though sometimes you can't see whats ahead
press on
hold on
wait a little longer
soon the clouds will disappear
and you will see the shining bright star,
once again

why do you have to lie to me?
you think its fun?
your so selfish!
you think what you do is good for me?

i don't know what to say about you ..
sometimes i really hate you
keep telling me to forget you
saying that it would be better for me
but you know how i think and feel?
you don't .
if i'm a machine i will just press a button to erase all of you.
but i'm not

i really hate you
you keep pushing me away if i'm talking to another guy..
what kind of friend you are ..
i really don't know and i don't
wanna know ..
really..
i'm too tired to say anymore
stop saying sorry again and again.
please..
i'm tired of it

O level is around the corner!!! AHH Still got lots to catch up!! Sighs .. O level coming, many problems arises in my life. I really want to escape reality..But its just circumstances..It will not last long..ARGH.. i'm tired..



Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight


So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

Now N256 got 5 new people but Darren, Dennis and Christopher had transferred out =( WILL MISS THEM!! But Meng Ching came back!! When i first came to CHC she is in my 1St Cell Group! (: Ate whole meal bread during fellowship plus CHEESE+HAM+TOMATO+CUCUMBER+TUNA =D It was really a fufilling meal hahas ^^. And i ate lots of grapes =) VERY HEALTHY RIGHT hahas!

Yeapps! Then studied at Mac Cafe and saw loyang people there like Chirstopher, Si Yun, Rachel.L, Marcus, Ren Yi and dunno who. Ahh i really have stm lahs . My class one the guy .. CAN'T REMEMBER!! =.= Then I saw YiLing again!! hahas Mac Cafe now the rules like so strict le. 1) Study on weekends for too long not allowed. Customers complained many people LIKE ME occupying the place. (So they chased me out -.-) 2) No outside food allowed. Either Mac Cafe drinks or Mc Donalds. ( WAHH where got fair!! Last time we brought SUBWAY, KFC, FOODCOURT FOODS, BUBBLE TEA they never complained. Now they say cannot.) Later no students want to go there study arhs ! LOL But can understand lah. They have to obey what the boss say mahs hahas (: .

I really loved the chocolates that Jolynn and i bought it at guardian. And i just bought it again hahas! Chocolates are yummy! Especially dark chocolate or 63% chocolate. Not those chocolate that is soo milky.

Yeah so thats all for today! Peace!!

Yay!! Today mugged from 2pm to 11pm with Jolynn=D! Can't believe thay Jolynn knocked her head at the Mac cafe sign 7 times!! OMG ahaha. Joshua also!! Wanted to tell him be careful but i haven't say finish yet he kena!! LOL SO FUNNY!!

I studied Physics and Maths today! hahas Quite fruitful (: . Then Jolynn shared her problems with me and we enjoyed ourselves. Came back home was about 11.50pm going to 12am haha.

Ahh getting tired every time during lessons and at home :( My chinese got C5 again. SAD! I'm so scared of O's lahs ..

Happy children's day to me LOL . I'm getting lame.

HEYO ! Im blogging again hahas =D Today spent lots of time studying chem and physics and i realised that mugging outside is better than at home!! So many temptations .. =( Friday i mugged with YiLing at tampines Mc Donald near interchange then she went home at 9.30pm and i continued studying until about 10 plus. RACHEL LEONGAND WENDY CAME TO MC DONALD TO MUG TOO!! Last time i at downtown mc cafe mug they also there =.= . Soon, Mc Donald was so damm crowded and the auntie wanted to chase us out. x.x Rachel, Wendy and me then shifted to tampines mart to study until about 12.30am. We talked alot od stuff and soon Wendy's and Rachel's friends came. After sometime i realised that one of them is actually BARRY . =.= I can't really tell lor. Last year he graduate then now his hair is reborn one. hahas. After that i walked home all the way. Soo kool LOL =D

Anyway im tired today . It's been a long time since i spent in my home the whole day hahas (:
After listening hillsong's new album saviour king i find that the songs were really good!! Kept playing again and again. Waiting to sing one of their songs during church C= !

Just wondering what did i say that hurt my friend. Suddenly he turned so cold towards me. Well, i guess i should shut my mouth. Anyway today was quite a tiring day..

Life is full of ups and downs
Sometimes I'm so sick of my life
and remain still like a stone

Don't wanna move on
don't wanna get up

What's wrong with me?
I don't understand me

Maybe i should just lay on a green pasture of grass
looking up to the sky
waiting for God to take me away

Today service was quite good . I kept cying and tears kept rolling down my cheeks. Truly God is always with me. No matter how down, how empty, how lost and how sad, He's always there. Yes he is! I want to stick with God no matter what circumstances i may be in. I want to run the race with God to the finish line! I want to love him and know him better! I want to live for him, carry up my cross once again. I've rest enough! JESUS I LOVE YOU!! You're always faithful and truthful to me, my best friend forever. Cant wait to be in heaven with JESUS (:! He's the only way, the truth and the light. With him, i can then be who i am in Him. The presence i've felt today really totally know that he love me unconditional. The love that really can't be described. Very deep.. It can't be measured.


And just wanna share a song by Corrinne May to all my brother and sisters in Chirst! (:
YOU CAN BE WITNESS FOR HIM ! This song is to encourage us to so unbelievable things for chirst! You're a beautiful seed that is precious to him! Click until number 5 on the playlist!

You can fill the darkness

with just one flash of light

Break the silence with just one word

One defiance starts a revolution

One life can save the world

On the steps of Washington

Sprinkled like confetti

Thousands of people sing"we will overcome"

The preacher shouts:"Let freedom ring"

He gave his life for what he believed

You can be a withness

You can be a prophet

You can make the whole world believe

Break the strongest fortress

change the way the world thinks

You can build a bridge where foes can meet

Hope for the future

Shout it, don't whisper

Dreams are what we make them to be

There's hope in every heartbeat

Tiny as it seems

You're a beautiful seed

She's a pastor's daughter

She's only 16

But her heart and belly

are beaking at the seams

Her boyfriend blames her

He wants to pay

for the doctor to wash it away

She lays in the hospital

A Christmas choir is singing

About a child in a manger

fragile and small

"unto us is born a Saviour"

She looks at her baby and cries

as she sings him a lullaby

You can be a withness

You can be a prophet

You can make the whole world believe

Break the strongest fortress

change the way the world thinks

You can build a bridge where

foes can meet

Hope for the future

Shout it, don't whisper

Dreams are what we make them to be

There's hope in every heartbeat

Tiny as it seems

You're a beautiful seed

Every hope, every power

lies in the heart if a seed that flowers

Intertwined all across the land

we're all seeds in the maker's hands

Today had cell group meeting with W351 . Yeah love the food !! Ate quite lot! Gave Boon Ming the present. After the whole thing, i went to DownTown East mc cafe to study . Was listeining to my mp3 and suddenly memories came back. Thinking about the old times and got rather down.
When I arrived, Yu Shan, Grace, Rachel, Wendy, Yiling and her friends at the cafe . Then later Kok Hao, Nizham, Kharudin and Hafiz came in.

I so lost. I'm walking aimlessly through a path of nowhere. The fervent love of God seems to fade away. Busy doing about my stuff and never really spend time with God. Is that really what i want?

And a friendship that i had just found is going to end. Just because of what he said and i feel scared and wanted to avoid him . Used to share lots of stuff . Yeah .. Everyday the friendship between both of us seems to fade bit by bit . Soon..it may disappear ..

A little boy of thirteen

was on his way to school

He heard a crowd of people laughing

and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening

to the stories of one man

He spoke with such wisdom,

even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly

the day turned to night

Everyone was hungry

but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox

at the little that he had

He wasn't sure what good it'd do

there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus

the kindness in His smile

and the boy cried out

with the trust of a child

he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you willI surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

to feed them all"

I often think about that boy

when I'm feeling small

and I worry that the work I do

means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry

is a diamond in His hands

and every door that slams in my face

I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have

Oh Lord, you can work miracles

All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

I hope it's not too small

I trust in you

I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

no gift is too small

I found that this is very touching song. I promise, if you are a christian, you will be reminded something after you hear this song.

I cant believe my maths failed . I've done lots of tys questions !! Maybe i stiil need to do many more. yeahs .. Haish today my stomach soo damm pain!! Halfway in tuition doin maths then cannot take it! So i rest and my teacher sent me home . Sighs .. Lots of things gotta do

Today history paper very hard. I studied Russia and Pacific in War never come out!! =( Then essay die liao luh. The best thing is that yesterday night then found out that today have maths paper 1 =.-" .. WHY AM I SOO BLUR?? o.o" Tomorrow have 3 PAPERS!! Physics Paper 2, POA paper 1 and Chemistry Paper 2 !! Aww today im gonna sleep very late . Sighs

Yoo! Today cell group meeting was a very good one. Jin Lian prophesy to each and every one of us. Indeed we must grow into a deeper relationship with God just like a tree which its roots grew deeper into the ground to get minerals so that it can grow taller n greener . Just like when you see the tree, you can see that it is harvesting . (:

Friday went to Yi ling's house study from 8 to 12am den go Jolynn house. I ate 2 drumsticks , magie mee, and 2 cups of milk for supper then started studying about 2am to 5 am. Very hiong hors hahas . Then woke up 12pm lehs. Supposed to wake up at 9am then cannot tahan and sleep again . Sighs! hahas



ahhh and I just found out that Vanessa anne Hudgens took a nude photo of herself!!
It wast reported today's newpaper. HOW CAN IT BE. My favourite singer and actor of HSM1&2!! So sadd and disapointed!! =(

booohoo . Tmr all the way study :( My cg members catching a movie tomorrow luh and the BEST THING is that i cannot make it :'( Sooo sad .. HAISH All because of TUITION. But nevermind la . Will be mugging with YiLing at starbucks (bugis there) then head back to tampines for tuition . I LOVE TO STUDY!! ^^ lol ( like real)