Flora

2009-04-06T13:21:00.000-07:00

Created my new blogskin (: finally!

2008-12-16T11:04:00.002-08:00

Here is the update wilson -.-
Well this week alot of things happened and i am super busy with cellgroup stuffs and fishing for fishes out there. I believe that this Christmas, the greatest gift for every single person in the world is Salvation. Being able to know Jesus is the most precious and priceless gift that anyone could recieve.(: How to have the sense of urgency to reach out to the fishes is by making God's desire your own desire. And i want to end this year well seeing my friends responding to the altar call(;

Thanks Esther for buying me a small little tiger (: lol
I like it very much haha. I know i'm as fierce as it =D
Will update more on today another time (;

2008-11-29T21:44:00.002-08:00

Just finished serving cashier and counting and balancing the money. And i'm using their computer haha. Term test coming !! Gonna study well :D Yesterday went to study with Guo Jun and he bullied me man. Asked me to do the practise maths questions for term test and don't let me refer to the book. =.= then wanna copy the answers down on my paper he don't let me. RAH!Anyway he treat me drink haha!.GTG
bye bye!

2008-11-29T09:51:00.001-08:00

Dear Daddy God,

How great You are! Since the day I was born into this world, You have been with me all along. When I was a small kid, You're always there looking and watching over me. You created Me in your own image. You sent me into this world to be salt and light of the world for You. No words could express how great is your unfailing love for me! Your love overflows just like a great waterfall. You flood my heart with your great love when I'm heartbroken. You encourage me when I fail in life. You pick me up when I fall. You strengthen me when I'm weak. You teaches me how to be patient, courageous and loving. You are always moulding me, changing me. I'm happy to know You, my God. You fill up the hole thats in my heart where the things of the world like money, love relationships and material things couldn't sastify. I love you Daddy. I want to be a vessel for you. Everything that is precious to me, I give it all to you, I give my heart to you Daddy. Only you can satisfy my heart. I will keeping running the race. I know that you will be running beside me. At the end of the race you will be there to uphold me in open wide arms.

Your little girl,

Flora

2008-11-17T09:01:00.002-08:00

Stress! Projects after projects, and quizes after quizes.
I wish the 2 weeks holidays faster come lol.
Gonna study real hard and pray for good Grades (:.
And..ASIA CONFERENCE is one more day away!
Can't wait to go for the night sessions with Pastor Kong, Phil Pringle, Ar Benard and Benny Hinn man!=)

2008-10-14T22:41:00.002-07:00

BACK FROM JAPAN!(:! Had fun last week. And i will post about the trip the next post(: Alot of things are coming ahead like my band competiton on 22 oct, the same day i having my english O level exam. The day i'm awaiting(:

What a bright clear blue sky
Fluffy clouds below me

Wondering what kind of me i'm i suppose to live.
Sometimes its hard to be myself
Or i dont know where's the me i used to be
Where's me?
Popping out questions that i couldn't answer
Things that i want to do,

I dreamt of,
It seems impossible in reality

I'm i better off alone?

Sometimes, i wonder did i lost myself?
God, i know you will clear the clouds.
I know you will show me the me one day.

2008-09-22T10:39:00.005-07:00

Today went out with Wayne and Yiling. I totally forgot that today i suppose to meet Esther and Yvonne to go to Ben Shifu's house to celebrate his birthday. But fortunately He was not at home.hahas. Well we went to Century Square Sakae Sushi to have our lunch and dinner buffet. We talked about alot of things like how we spent our holidays and the course we studying in.
I first time ate raw salmon in my life. I always thought eating raw salmon is kinda disgusting cause its uncook. And i ate alot of it. (: And i ate raw squid first time too hahas! I spit out green tea infront of Wayne cause Yiling said the word "bless". Long story anyways haha. I was laughing like nobody's business cause of his expression after spiting water at him. lol. Mochi Ice Cream(:My salmon =D me,wayne and yiling=)

After that we went to TIMES bookstore. We spent one hour in the store and we read lots of interesting facts.(: Example like does eating carrots helps to impove your vision, whats the reason of having hipcups etc. After that we went to watch Mama Mia =). Its a musical movie. Here's the review of the movie:
An independent, single mother who owns a small hotel on an idyllic Greek island, Donna (Streep) is about to let go of Sophie (Amanda Seyfried), the spirited daughter shes raised alone. For Sophies wedding, Donna has invited her two lifelong best girlfriendspractical and no-nonsense Rosie (Julie Walters) and wealthy, multi-divorcee Tanya (Christine Baranski)from her one-time backing band, Donna and the Dynamos. But Sophie has secretly invited three guests of her own. On a quest to find the identity of her father to walk her down the aisle, she brings back three men from Donnas past to the Mediterranean paradise they visited 20 years earlier. Over 24 chaotic, magical hours, new love will bloom and old romances will be rekindled on this lush island full of possibilities.

I love musical movies like The Rouge too. (:

2008-09-12T12:32:00.008-07:00

Pulau Ubin Trip!

Woke up early in the morning at 7.00am, getting ready for the trip. Was taking my own sweet time though i knew i had to reach tanah merah station at 8.00am. Reached at 8.15(:.
Together with F803 (me,kaven,derrence,joanna,ong,ooi,penguin,juan ping,jun jie, wen jun and jia yin) and F804 (li yan and win win) and Mentors (hui min, hui ting, johnny and KJ), we headed to the boat station to take the speed boat there.

We rented a bicyle $8 for whole day(: We put alot of ah ma feng you on our hands and legs to prevent those hungry mosquitios from biting us. We went through muddy places and our shirts were dirty. Stopped most of the time to clean the mud =.-" Memorable trip ! ;D

Ong and OoiJonathan Ong

The boat number were seating to P.U (:

On the way~

Kaven and DerrenceMe and Joanna ;)

On the Go, ready with out bikes (:!

Li Yan, Ooi and Jia Yin hahas!

Everybody =D! 1st stop.

The guys!

The girls =)!

The lovely bridge (:

Li Yan and Hui Min =)

Derrence, Ooi, Li Yan and Kaven =)

Looking at the small fishes!

The wounded dog we saw in the house.=/

Joanna, me, Hui Min and Hui Ting (;

THE END!

2008-09-10T07:59:00.002-07:00

Yesterday went to Chomp Chomp to eat dinner. Was Boon Ming's farewell dinner for his army. Recovered from one day fever and today i don't feel good. Having headache since yesterday night. And my throat still have phelm man. But i know Almighty God will heal me (:.

Thats all for today(: Nights!

2008-09-05T11:14:00.003-07:00

I'm sooo mad about electricity.

2008-09-03T10:01:00.013-07:00

Wednesday.

Well, a rainy day. Its been one month. A day just you and me. Been through so many down times. But each time, we did tide it through. Will this time be the same? Anyway really enjoyed the time

i spent with you..

Today went jamming at Tampines st 11 Blk 144:D with Esther, Yuting, Yvonne and Henry. Quite near my house haha.
Finally can jam together as a group. Ben shi fu came to to guide us in jamming (:

We played How Great Is Our God. One hour passed quite fast. Anyway tommorow will be jamming again! Haha but this time round will be at Simei :D. After that went to youth prayer meeting at Riverwalk. Prayer meeting was awesome!

Ben shifu and Henry lol

Same height hahas :D

lala (:

2008-08-30T10:55:00.004-07:00

Cell group was great! GJ's friend, laureen who came from london is very awesome (:. She knows how to play the guitar better than GJ and she can sing! :D Her vocals is like Fergie's that type of strong and rich vocals. AWW. I wish i have her guitar skills man. Must practise more and more!!. Gonna buy guitar string cause my string snapped.=.=

And..cell group refreshments!! NACHO CHEESE, HOT DOG, FRENCH FRIES, GJ's YUMMYLICIOUS SPAGHETTI and NUGGETS! :D I love food! :D I was enjoying eating the cheese hahaha.

Celebrated Yuan Ting's birthday today. :D Made a birthday card as a whole cell group (:. I love my this design haha! But i spelt her name wrongly. Its supposed to be Annabelle but i spelt as Annabel. =.=

Service was great too! Casey Treat talked about FAITH FOR SUCCESS IN LIFE. God works through FAITH, without faith, it is impossible to please God. In Mark 9:23, it says that:

Jesus said to him"If you can believe, all things are possbile to those who believes."

Faith for Success is available. Its only whether we want to believe and trust in God. Wanting friends and familys to be saved or wanting financial breakthroughs etc, actually in the spiritual realm, its already there. It depends on your faith. Using your faith to bring it into the reality world. As in Romans 10:8-10, it says:

But what does it say? "The word is near you , even in your mouth and in your heart"(that is word of faith that we preach):
that if we confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.
For with the heart one believes to righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made to salvation.

When you believe and you confess that your friends will be saved, something happens. You just have to keep confessing and have faith. Its always faith to faith. Hebrews 11:3 says,

By faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of the things which are visible.

Our worlds are frame by the word of God. So as we confess with faith, whatever we pray and hope for will definitely come to pass. =)

So people, we walk by faith and not by sight yeah! ;)

After service, went to SAKAE SUSHI with Wilson for dinner. I ordered their salmon pasta. It was delicious! :D And it was my first time eating raw salmon. I always thought that raw salmon was fishy and disgusting but when i ate it, its soo fresh and yummy! haha.My favourite egg sushi ^^.

2008-08-27T08:46:00.004-07:00

Ate beef tom yum ramen at Ramen Ten far east plaza with Meng Ching and her friend, Debra(:.
They cut their hair while i watch lol. Shopped around the mall, got GJ's connect group present for Yuan Ting.

They left at 5 30pm so i walked to Plaza Sing and get birthday materials for Yuan Ting. Went in the shop " made in love ". My favourite shop to go to hahas :D. Lots of nice and pretty papers for any occasions(:. I spent my time in the shop like 30 plus minutes? lol

Bible studied with GJ and Boon Ming at Mac till 8 23 pm like that. Enjoyed bible study. Have to finished VL before Boon Ming go army lol. I looking forward to see his botak head LOL.

Thats all for today (:!

2008-08-26T09:01:00.004-07:00

I wanted to post this video long ago. Iylia and Zhen Lin acted as if they were quarelling. Both speaking in their own language LOL. Laughed till stomach pain man. xD

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And i found this amazing band on YouTUBE called Boyce Avenue. I like the vocalist's vocals and their band is great! Visit their website: http://www.myspace.com/boyceavenue

Here's one of their fabulous video.

2008-08-25T08:14:00.003-07:00

Studied at E hub Superdog.
Was really focusing on my maths.
Classmates and i went to the chicken rice shop to eat then the uncle missed out Kaven's order.
When Kaven ate finished his plate of chicken rice it was already like 6 30pm.=.=
We took bus 15 from WhiteSand interchange and when we reached TP bus stop its already 7 10pm. When our exams started t10 mins ago.
We ran super fast and i really laughed very loud when running. Cause Jun Jie shoe dropped halfway! HAHAS.

I was panting like mad when i reached the exam room. My heart beat very fast while i was doing my section A. lol

Finally exams are over :D !
My maths paper was so difficult.
I forgot the formula for one question. Gosh.
My mind was totally blank.=.=
Really pray that i can pass my paper.

TP bridge full of TP students in the night hahahaha.

Went to eat supper with my classmates.
Satay and crispy chicken :D

Ate till 10 30pm.

Thanks Jia Yin for walking me till me my house there even though you stay at Pasir Ris. =)

2008-08-24T08:42:00.001-07:00

Today was VEST DAY (:.
Esther, Yvonne, Yu TIng and me wore vest to church.
SOT GRADUATION held today.
Congrats to Shing, Samuel and Cecilia upon your graduation!! :D

And finally MONEY NO ENOUGH II!
Have been waiting to watch this show since a long long long time!
The movie was screened in the church hahas.
Its soooo cool to watch movie in a church. HAHAS.
The movie was touching and humourous.
Yu Ting cried alot hahaha.
I like the part "NI CHI BAO LE MAH?" xD Laughed till stomach pain man!! hahas.

I would want to watch it again! :D

Anyway really had fun today.

3 thanks to give to.
1. Thanks Wilson for the Shirt =).
"WE ARE THE PROFESSIONALS" ,"Ready for shot?" LOL

2. Thanks Esther for the shirt you gave me yestersday which cost $125! :D
Really touched.

3. Lastly, i want to thank God for all the blessings that is in my life. ;D

2008-08-22T10:58:00.004-07:00

Finally i've fufilled a week of morning praying in Heart of God Church (:!. Waking up early every single morning was not easy at all. Especially when my body is tired. Indeed praying for 1 hour every single day refreshes the Spirit. Though my body was tired but my spirit man is strong.(:

Had my engine fundamentals exam today. Thank God for His strength and wisdom.
And I took my english oral today at Coral Seconday. It was great (:.
I made friends with Joan there while waiting for my turn. And the most cool thing is she's from New Creation Church! :D Its really amzaing that christians from different churches could meet like that. (:

Went to Ben's house to jam but in the end the lesson just nice ended,=/ Was quite disappointed as i was looking forward to touch the electric guitar. Ben have some meeting in his chutch thats why.

Went to Tampines mall with Esther, Yvonne and Yu Ting. We head to Pastamania and i treated them Agilo Oilo cause they no money to eat (: We then head to Starbucks to do Eugene's birthday card. Here are all the pictures hahaha!

2008-08-21T10:40:00.003-07:00

Studied with my classmates at kallang lesiure mall located near indoor stadium.
The place quite deserted. Lesser than the people in Simei. LOL

Here got PASTAMANIA! :D See the red place?

Arcade beside KFC lol =.=

Waiting for bus 11 back to Kallang Mrt.

Engineering Fund test tomorrow! Stress!

2008-08-20T07:08:00.007-07:00

Psalms 143:8

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul.

You have my heart

And I am Yours forever

You are my strength God of grace and power

And everything You hold in Your hand

Still You make time for me

I can’t understand

Praise You God of Earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change God

You remain The Holy One

My unfailing love

Unfailing love

You are my rock

The one I hold on to

You are my song

And I sing for You

And everything You hold in Your hand

Still You make time for me

I can’t understand

Praise You God of Earth and sky

How beautiful is Your unfailing love

Unfailing love

And You never change God

You remain The Holy One

My Unfailing love

Unfailing love

Dear Daddy God,
I want to say I love you very much. Thanks for being there for me through times when i'm at the pit. Your unfailing love, is all i desire. Indeed your grace is sufficent for me. Give me a heart, a heart to serve, a heart for the lost, a heart that is truly for You. Let me be use by You for Your great works. I surrender all to you Daddy God.
Amen.

2008-08-15T09:55:00.006-07:00

Went to comprog lesson in the morning.
I was pissed of my my teacher man =.=.
Anyway, played pool at Safra with Penguin, Derrence, Juan Ping, Jia Yin and Jonathan Ong.

2008-08-14T10:12:00.013-07:00

Met Kaven, Zhen Lin, Ong, Ooi at Tampines mall mac to get Joanna's birthday present.
Supposed to meet at 12pm.
I thought i will be the most late as i left my house at 12.10pm.
However, when i reached Tampines mall, which is like 12 20pm, everyone was still on the way. =.=
Finally, i'm early:D LOL!
Bought croquette from Mos Burger while waiting for them to reach.
Went to ToySaurus to find HELMET for Joanna :D
Cause her fringe look like she's wearing a helmet LOL.

After that met up with Derrence and went to Mini Toons to get her soft toy.
Bought a chocolate cake from basement 1 and went to Emaths tutorial.

Here it is. :D The birthday girl!

Her helmet!:P
Opening her present (:
Ooi helping her to get ready for photo shooting LOL.
Birthday cake! :D
The sabo-ing part!
2 by 2 xD

Wendy & Joanna
ZhenLin & Joanna
Me & her
Penguin & Joanna

JuanPing & Joanna

Derrence & Joanna

Kaven & Joanna

JiaYin & Joanna

Ooi & Joanna

WenDing & Joanna

ZhengWen & Joanna

WenJun & Joanna

JunJie & Joanna

Class photo =D

Random pictures hahas!

kawai~

Ooi signing his signature ahhas!

The End!

2008-08-12T10:36:00.004-07:00

Was late for the web app presentation. Thank God that teacher never scold me haha.
Anway, my group was the third group to present our website.
Penguin's group was the 2nd. Their powerpoint slide last min got problem so teacher told them to present by showing their website. Don't know why teacher bad mood or what and said "Fail!" to them. I was quite surprised what he had said. I felt that teacher should give chance, as in be patient with them though they took a long time to really start presenting. Fortunately, my group presentation went well (:.

Here's a funny class photo, acting gays lol. Taken after eng fund tutorial. XP

During comprog lesson, was engrossed doing my java project.
Focused all the way =.=.
And i wrote this on the whiteboard. haha!

This is one of the symptons of stress and i do lame things like this:

Went straight to Boon Lay for cashier training with Wilson.
Was surprised that he gave me a piglet winne pooh bear in disguise. (:

Cute right :D!

I love my bb :)

2008-08-09T11:54:00.004-07:00

Happy national day!

Cell group at Abel's house and today is the time of revealing who's who angel :)
My angel is See Wan :D
She gave me a packet of lolipops, a red cute little pouch and a red pencil :)
Really loves it!!

Went to eat dinner with my family.
Ate my salmon fillet and mushroom soup from my house coffee shop the Astons!
I ate the most expensive one since my dad paid for it hahas.
And in the end my father recieved a sms saying that he had won $500 in 4D.
Blessings (:!

Watched Dark Knight with Wilson after my dinner. And ate supper at my house coffee shop (:

2008-08-08T02:09:00.004-07:00

Comprog lesson. Spent my time doing the HDB balloting =.=.
Took photo with my classmates :D

Comprog lab.

BengGhee aka Penguin (:

Joanna (:

Derrence & Kaven (: WenDing (:

lol (:

smile! :D

2008-08-04T08:15:00.002-07:00

Pushed myself to go to school to take my labtest. Was having a fever. Thank God for the strength to really do my labtest (:. Thank you Joanna for accompanying me to see doctor and helping me to carry my things (: Really appreciate you. Without you, i guess i could faint anytime. Thank you(:!

2008-08-04T07:38:00.004-07:00

FOP day1 (fri)
Met with Esther, Yvonne and Yuting at cityhall. Took bus 16.
Had a great day.

Took photos with Parachute band (:

FOP day2 (sat)

Sermon was great!(: I took photo with the Parachute band AGAIN! =D

Lead Singer! (:

ahh one of the guitarist.! =D

FOP day 3 (sun)

Met esther at tampines mall to buy present for Wilson.
Took cab to SIS.
Loves Mark Corner's sermon(:
Took photos again with Paracute band! =D Gonna upload it when JL post on the blog hahas(:

2008-07-30T21:00:00.019-07:00

Okays. Here is my real post ok.lol.
The first batch for the wrtutorial speech was today(:
Had fun with F803 people, took LOADS of photo during APEL lesson!

F0rmal (: w/o teacher

INf0rmal (:

with teacher(:

theGIRLS.

look over there! haha.

Zhenwen is a girl too (: .

theGUYS.

0 - 1o act cute pics! >"<

0 1

individual (:

ZhenLin

JiaYin
Jonathan Ong

Angela

Flora

Derrence

random

JiaYin & Joanna

Jonanthan Ong & Joanna

Joanna & ZhenLin

Jonathan Ong & Joanna

Kaven & Joanna

ZhenLin & Me

2008-07-29T14:33:00.001-07:00

I'm in computer lab now, having COMPROG lesson.I want blog now because I'M VERY HOT!!I mean the weather hahas.
Went to had lunch with my classmates at the bar chor mee coffee shop.
And its so warm there.The earth is getting warmer and warmer.Can't take it! I wish i could jump into a swimming pool right now ahh!

2008-06-22T11:20:00.001-07:00

Woke up in the morning, had my night sleep about 1 hour.
Feeling restless and tired.
Was raining and didn't feel like getting up.
And i prayed to God to strengthen me so that i'm able to serve with energy.
Was feeling quite low at the point of time.

Don't know why, so i said a little prayer.

Went to church together with Wilson.

He gave me a Adidas paper bag and inside was a Adidas Polo Sport Shirt!
I was surprised and i felt brighten up. (:

Thank you wilson! A million thanks is never enough. Really touched by the letter you wrote. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for being there when I needed you...and even when I didn't,Thank you for being there through the good times...and the bad,Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams....and my crazy ideas,Thank you for catching me...before I fell down,Thank you for wiping away the tears...when I was crying,Thank you for cheering me up...and making me laugh,Thank you for all the great memories...and the bad,But most of all... thank you...For being you!

2008-06-21T11:10:00.000-07:00

Downtown East AGAIN xD !

Went to have dinner with my God Sisters (:!
Lillian, Clare and Wen Hui =) !
Gave Lillian her belated birthday present shared with Clare and Wen Hui.
A beautiful purple dress (:.
Ate BBQ Chicken at E-Hub! Too many fries! =.=
Had a great time with my Sisters!

Li and WenHui (x

Me and Li (:

WenHui and Clare ^^

Li and Clare xP

Me and Clare d=

2008-06-20T10:49:00.002-07:00

Cell Group Meeting was great!!
Stephanie preached really well =).
Gotta keep the passion for God going!
Young warriors of God we should be.
Doesn't matter how young, how clever, how stupid you are.
God uses Us, He chose Us.
We're the Child of God.
In Him, we can do great things
He is the vine and We're the branches!! (:

Met Wilson about 11 plus.
Talked till 5 am at my Coffee Shop.
And my sister and brother sat with us.
What a coincidence ! =D

Really had a great talk.
True there's never ending things to share!!

2008-06-19T10:28:00.003-07:00

Downtown East again!! =.-"
A date with my relatives, Rie, ah liang, Ping Cheng, Chuin Leong and my brother Kenneth =).
We went to Escape Theme Park.
Escape Hunted House is the most boring house whereby there's no one to scare you, only those props. =.-" I came out of the Hunted House and was like "Huh?! Like that only?" lol
Then went to Wild Wild Wet cause Escape very boring =.-"
Really had fun with them. Next time must go out with them more! =)

2008-06-18T10:02:00.001-07:00

Woke up at 9.30 plus!! Supposed to be at harbourfront station by 9 30am!
And Jonathan was there already! =.-"
Thank God Esther found him=).
I reached Sentosa beach about 12 plus and I couldn't find them.
And oh, its my first time taking the monorail =D .
So i sat at a bench area waiting for anyone to call me.
Fortunately, Jonathan called and I was at Palawan beach and they were at Silso beach!
No wonder i walked all the Palawan beach, i couldn't find them.

So yeah, reached the place and it rained =.=.
So we played volleyball under the shelter.
When the rain stopped, we played merry go round. Its like your head is suppose to touch the tip of a wooden pole then turn round and round. Guys vs guys, girls vs girls.
It was really humourous. Especially Boon Ming, running the wrong way to take the beach ball after turning more than 12 rounds. I turned 5 rounds already very dizzy lol.!

Uncle Boon Ming! =DThe next generation to be sent out for water baptism in N256(:
Memorable day! Love you guys! =)

2008-06-17T09:04:00.005-07:00

Went out with Joel, Jessica, Regina and MeiQi (: . Rachel can't make it =(.
Downtown East! Ate PastaMania, played pool and watched Shaolin Girl.
Quite disappointed with the movie. The ending was really ridiculous. JJR and me was laughing at the stupid ending =.=. Since we never spent time together for quite a long period of time, we took many photos =D .
THATS ALL!! Byes!

2008-06-12T21:37:00.007-07:00

Finally! Back from CAMP PHENOMENA! Refreshed and on FIRE! Its awesome to be a christian. Yes, trials and tribulations will come but isn't life will be interesting? When we truly lean on our Abba father's strength, he will turn it over, bad --> good. We will have more faith in God and grow to the next level. God allows bad things to happen because he knows we can take a certain amount of it. Bad things is from the Satan but if it is to heavy that we can't take it, God will not allow it. For God knows each and everyone of our strengths and limits =) .

DAY 1
Played many games at the stadium there. Though its scorching hot but everyone was having so much fun hahas. Night session with Edmund Tay in AVA room was really incredible!(:
The presence of God was really soo tangible and heartfelt. Will never forget how God touched me in a special way (: Tears just keep falling down from my eyes!

And oh SUPERHERO night game! I really like the game (: We're supposed to find those supper heros like L, Ryu, Indiana Jones, Chun Li, etc around the school compound with red light stick around their neck. Different teams then challenged with each other =) So fun!

DAY 2

Another awesome day. One of the games i did not like was crawling under the classroom table in the dark whereby the floor was spilled with vinegar and wet tissue! The tables were arranged in a tunnel and we got stuck like quite a long time. lol I don't like the smell of the vinegar! lol One of the game i most like is the peas and peanuts in the flour lol! =D WATERBOMB next! Woah i love this! hahas All teams decided to aim the blue team first and was first to get eliminated HAHAS! Next round was your free to hit anyone. I hit Wilson lahs . But the water bomb never burst. I guessed i no strength =.= lol Then i saved one water bomb and find JinLian. But the same thing happened, the waterbomb just won't burst! =/ Then I kena spilled water from Guo Jun 2 times =.=! I went to take my mug and filled it with water, secretly walked down to the stadium, unnoticed and poured it down on Wilson's head HAHAS. Revenge!~~!

Drama time! Loves orange team the drama(: ! Quite funny! Very happy that ALFRED and XIAO SHI won the best male and female camper! Took photos with my group NAPHTALI! (: and with N256 (: and Wilson!

DAY 3

Slept at the stadium then back to bunk lol. Woke up at 9 am then ate breakfast. Left the place about 12 30 pm with Esther and Wilson! Everyone was physically tired but all had much fun with each other.

Went to KFC with Wilson to eat after that. Then at night went out with Wilson, WQ and Esther. Supposed to play bowling at E hub but the waiting list was too long then we went to watch KUNGFU PANDA (:! Loved the movie, there were many values that i could learn from there. And revelations from the movie(: I would rate it 5/5! =D

2008-06-06T11:19:00.004-07:00

Today went to watch movie with Jonathan. We watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (: at Marina Square. Before that we went Pizza Hut to eat. The chicken was very delicious. Loves it!! =D And oh, Jonathan blessed me a bookmark that i have been eyeing on it each time i stepped into Precious Thots! Thanks Jonathan ! =)

After the movie we went to meet Alfred and Xiaoshi to discuss the upcoming Phenomena camp!
We discussed frm 5 plus till 8 plus at night hahas . NAPHTALI rocks (; . After that walk walk around and saw MAN U JERSEY at nike shop!! AWW!! Hope one day i will have the jersey~

POKEMON AT MARINA SQUARE!! CUTE!! ^^.

Since this is what you want..
I can't do anything no matter how hard i tried to save this friendship..

Goodbye..

2008-06-03T08:46:00.002-07:00

Yes!! My term tests are over! Went to bedok interchange to eat with Joanna, Penguin, JunJie and Jonathan. Then went to PS walk walk around. Tired!! Then from PS walked to Far East Plaza. Gosh. Tiring day man. Anyway today alot of temptations, saw lots of things that i like. Aww, Yamaha electric white guitar!! $900 plus =.=. It's so handsome lahs!! Ripcurl cap, musical earings and sports shirt for jogging . So tempting! =/ Finally i can practise my guitar again haha.

Recently had been thinking about many things man..
BYES!~

2008-06-02T10:45:00.003-07:00

Emaths 1!! My section b part a did wrongly =.=!! Gosh. So disappointed =/.
Anyway after the test went to Whitesands with Wendy, Jia yi, Joanna(Big), Joanna(small), Penguin, Jonathan and Penguin's darling (forgot his name =.-") lol. We ate KFC then headed to Downtown Mac cafe to mug for ENG FUND. Boolean!! Really really very difficult to solve . Everyone not really knows how to do. Then talked many jokes and craps LOL. Studied till 6 plus den headed to Tampines to meet JinLian for dinner =) . Really had a good time with JinLian and Jonathan. Anyway bought a laptop cover for Wilson. And tomorrow last day of exams =). Happy~

Oh Peter transfered to NAPTHALI! hahas .
thedayisapproaching. camp PHENOMENA!

2008-06-01T08:39:00.003-07:00

Today after came home from church slept for one hour and jogged! 6 rounds =D .
Anyway today service really great and I can't wait fot CAMP PHENOMENA, Step Out!! Its next week! Loves ET cheer!! Gotta go, MUGGING TIME!!~ xD Must do well for my emaths1!! Chiong arhs!!~
Byes!!

2008-05-31T11:41:00.002-07:00

Today woke up at 1.55pm in the afternoon!! Was supposed to meet my classmates 1.30 at downtown east lol!. I slept 2.30am and woke up soo late. Too tired haha. But really had a good sleep. When i reach Downtown East Mac Cafe its already 3 plus. I studied with Jia yin, Johnathan, WenDing, JunJie, ZhenWen, Penguin(beng ghee) and KK. Then went to Pastamania to eat. Finished eating, then we talked talked and all the lame and funny jokes came in la. Laughed and Laughed!~ And oh, Jiayin kept adding the grated cheese onto my spoon lahs hahas cause i kept eating it after my pasta lol. She poured until my spoon overflowed with cheese. =.= I was talking on the phone with Jolynn when she did that and kept laughing. haha.

After that went to Tampines to meet Jolynn, then went to Pastamania AGAIN!! hahaha. Im so in love with pastas =D . Ate the pasta that is fried with olive oil. Very delicious ^^. Shared with Jolynn =D Then later went to Coffeebean to study. Then Jolynn planned for Williams birthday outing while i was practising my maths. Stayed there till 12 am then went home hahas. (:

Thanks Jolynn for the apple and rasin crumble + the ultimate (=!!

2008-05-30T11:10:00.002-07:00

Went for the extra tutorial for emaths1.(: Only 5 person went. Johnny, Zhenlin, Kaven and Derrence. =.-" But anyway learnt more things hahas. Then after that went to library Level 6 to meet YiLing to study.
Studied from 3.30 - 6.30pm (: Then went to Jerblinn's house for cell group combined with e99 & n178(;!!
Combined cellgroup really quite fun (:
Thats all for today~! tired !! Yawns

2008-05-29T10:14:00.002-07:00

I just need a break of all these.
Sorry isn't the first time.
I can take it but,
will there be more Sorry's?

I don't understand sometimes,
Yes, you tell me things that bothers you.
Somethings i know i can't help, but
Why do you think is useless?
I really tried to be to be there.

I guess its time to slow down,
and think what's wrong.
Its not the first time..

2008-05-27T11:15:00.002-07:00

Don't like to do the wrtutorial report!
It takes me so long to type and think.
Somemore its already 2.17am =.-"
RAHHHSS!!!

2008-05-25T09:54:00.007-07:00

I'm so happy today.
I balanced my account today! No deficit nor surplus plus i close my account very fast hahaha ^^.
Then went in to join the prayer meeting. The presence of God was really sooo tangible that i cried and many people have holy laughter. hahas. Love Jesus! He took my pain away, healed me (: . Nothing can be compared with You for you reign over every living things !

After prayer meeting, went to hall 7 there cause got ROBINSONS SALE! Its her 150th aniversary! =) Actually im supposed to be there to work but can't work cause got school and exams are coming =/. I miss working in robinsons !! =( All the girls in N256 loves to shop =D .
Bought jacket ! And i realised i have lots of jacket =.=. Must try to control form buying many many things le. Got to save money !! hahas.

After that practised a little bit of guitar. Wei Liang taught me I Will Bless The Lord ! =)

Today my family went to Thai resturant to eat cause its my Sister's birthday!! Its located at WhiteSand (x. The food was really really yummy !! Enjoyed dinner with my family together!~

My mummy & daddy =) .

My sister & brother =).

Me and daddy (:.

Me & mummy =)!

Chocolate cake! Very rich chocolate taste =) .

Happy birthday Fiona! ~

2008-05-24T09:44:00.002-07:00

Today went to study with wilson during midnight at Macdonalds till six plus then go home . (:
Then i woke up around 11 plus pm and hurried to cell group. Today is Holy ghost meeting. N256 have been fasting for this day to experience God in a great and mighty way! (:
The presence of God was really strong and tangible and i first time have holy laughter !! The joy of the Lord is indeed my strength! Fasting really let me rely on God but not by my own strength =) .

Thats all for today ~ !! =D

2008-05-23T07:45:00.002-07:00

BOO (:
Today after school went bowling at SAFRA with Lylia, WeiAn, Sharil, ChauMing, Amanda and Jonathan. Actually wanted to go downtown east there to bowl but there have tournament.
Don't like to bowl at Safra. The bowling balls not that good plus the person who we booked our lanes got attitude problem. Last time i went to bowl there, the person who attended my friends and i also attitude problem. -.-

Anyway the humour of the day is Sharil again.
After he bowled, he fell down to the ground LOL. It seems the ball to slippery or he cannot stand straight? o.o LOL. I laughed until i sat down on the floor lahs. Stomach very pain! lol.
Then after a few rounds, Sharil's turn again. He took a heavier ball and while he was walking towards the lane, the bowling ball suddenly dropped. Was the ball to heavy for him? LOL.
I burst out laughing again, felt like banging the wall Lol!

We laughed like siao hahas.
And today champion is Lylia. Don't know why today i'm the 2nd last =/.

Anyway after that went to Tampines inter KFC there to eat. We talked and have fun together. (:
Good Day!! (;

2008-05-22T10:04:00.003-07:00

ARGHS! Did my web application test today. Was badly done. =/ Not enough time to complete the whole thing! If i have laptop to practise sure can finish on time one lor!! haish.
After test went to the library to read change of heart book while waiting for wilson. We went to eat at a coffee shop near TP. Talked alot again hahas (: Then went home around 8 plus.

Oh here is my effcom & wrtutorial teacher Ted! I told him to stay still for me to take a few photos hahas!. Taken yesterday lol.! FUNNY ^~^ !!!

I LOVE THIS PHOTO =D HAHAS . fav**

2008-05-21T09:23:00.005-07:00

Ended lesson at 11 30 am. Went to WhiteSand KFC with Sharil, Wei An, Jun Ting and Lylia (: . After that we went to DOWNTOWN EAST to play bowling. But Jun Ting went home. Today really funny lahs. After i striked immediately i thought got chair behind me. Then i sat down and in the end my i landed on the floor! OUCHED, my butt hurts =/. Even though it hurts, i couldn't stop laughing arhs. Laughed till stomach pain and i couldn't get up . hahas. Then they laughed at me lahs . SO PAISEH!! =.-"

I'm the highest ^^ !!

Class rep, sharil!

The Gay An ~ haha!

Ohs and Sharil!! Teached him when bowling, hand must be straight in the end, lets see how he bowls. HAHAS .
Here's the video. The minute the bowling ball flies upwards, i really can't stop laughing!! hahas.

2008-05-20T09:16:00.004-07:00

Today went out with wilson after lesson. We walked around TM, wanted to buy present for my mother because her birthday coming soon but don't know what to buy. =.-"
Then went in BURGER KING eat dinner. We chat chat chat, laugh here and laugh there. HAHAS.

I asked him to sign his name lol (: SO HAPPY HE COMING THIS SUN =D .

2008-05-19T09:34:00.002-07:00

LOL this is soooo stupid haha.
Wilson doing lame things in the middle of the night . =D

HAHAS

This is sooo funny ^^.

2008-05-19T02:41:00.000-07:00

BOO =)

Attributes Sports Day today!

I woke up at 7 30am and slept again till 8.00pm!
And i'm supposed to be at habourfront at 9am .

=.= I never set my alarm clock at all. I was too tired yesterday that i slept on the sofa hahas.
I reached at 9 35 am lahs . lol.

Labourer Park, our destination! (:

We were separated into different groups.
CS and Cashier in one group and sun Team B in one etc.

a preview of the place we gathered (:

Then we started the adventurous game ! Here we go, searching for clues, taking pictures and videos .

We had cheese, ham, tuna, bread and fruits PLUS KFC for lunch(:
And in the end...

CS AND CASHIER WON!

$120 Sakae Sushi Vouchers belong to us! =D

hees . ;) Happy!~

2008-05-17T03:03:00.005-07:00

Went to Jared & Jerblinn's Matrimony(:
The handsome bridegroom and bride walked down the carpet.
Said their vows to each other in front of many people at the Arts Museum function room(:

Here are the pictures (:

Jerb's father walked her down (:

Bro edmund's daughter. Nico (: .

Jared % Jerb ^^.

Lovely . =D

After that went for cell group hahas.
Wei Liang and i left our bag at the function room and just go like that.
When we reached Donnie's house, we noticed our bags were still at the Arts Museum! =.-
Wei Liang and I rushed down to the Arts Museum after cell group.
We had to reach before 7 pm.

Praise God!
Our bag was safetly found at the infomation counter!

Our money, ic, matrix card, ez link card all not touched.
What a day!

2008-05-04T10:46:00.004-07:00

BOO (:

Service was great!. You want something great, something happen, PRAY! Praying is the key to miracles (: . P.U.S.H! Pray Until Something Happens!

Went to paya lebar to study with cg. And actually we wanted to eat KFC. Then the cleaner said:" You can't seat there". Then YuanTing ask why but the cleaner just ignored her. So JinLian ask the manager, can we seat there, the manager said yes. Then JinLian said but the cleaner said cannot, then the cleaner replied:"They want to study here". We haven't even seat down and doesn't mean we carry file or whatever means we want to study. YuanTing was mad at the cleaner and said to the cleaner, :"We came here to eat KFC, doesn't mean carrying some books means were're studying. We give you all do business, you all don't want! Lets go other place to eat!". We like have 10 people, can earn money, they don't want.

So we went to McDonalds. And BOONMING treated us ice-creams!

Yummy (: !

Ohh and after we studied, we discussed abt cell group funds hahas. Then esther had a big reaction after Wei Liang said anybody want to pay cg fund. We talked about refreshments paying ourselves and no need claim from cg fund. Cause we hardly claim money for refreshments. Cg fund consists of birthday + refreshments. So we think we should pay lesser money for cg fund. lol.

Don't know since when was the last time we had 10 people discussing important matters like cg fund? lol?

Here's yesterday Game Forfeit. Eugene and WeiLiang using their buttocks to write N256 hahas (:

2008-05-03T11:49:00.002-07:00

Went to jolynn house early in the morning to do macoroni and cheese (: . It was for my cell group refreshment. I want to thank God for such a wonderful friend that's in my life. Really helped me all the way, find the recipes online and woke up early to help me. Cause i have no idea how to cook mac and cheese. But fortunately, Jolynn Wong, from Shatec Cullinary Skill knows some idea about it =D. I LOVE YOU!! (: Thanks for everything haha!

2008-04-28T10:31:00.002-07:00

Today the weather was so hot! I walked to tp with Yiling cause every Bus 8 was full. Can't believe it. lol And emaths1 lecture was bad. Don't like the way the lecturer teach Gaussian Elimination. Anyway Wilson bought for me JODI PICOULT " Change Of Hearts" book for me. (:
Really very happy!. Its the book I've been eyeing since Feb. I'm a happy girl haha ^.^
Oh and another thing! I realised that Jeremy is from RIVERLIFE and he knows Jolynn and Abel. This is soo cool ! What a small world xD.

Thats all for today. =)
Save the earth people! lol haha.

2008-04-22T00:57:00.007-07:00

21 April 2008
First day of school! I took cab to TP. It cost me 7 bucks =/. My one week of saving money by drinking plain water =(. Should have wake earlier. Guess i was too tired. Met some of my teachers and saw many familiar faces in TP haha!

Went to meet up with Wilson after everything for dinner. Really had fun! The first time we talked so freely=D. We went to TM food court to eat our dinner and shop around Century Square and TM. We went to YA KUN talked abt many many things. ^^

To Wilson:
Thanks for the Green Tea+File+TissuePaper+YaKun! HAHAS. xD
Hope you enjoyed your day with me (: !
Not bad eh, learned a new word from me. TAOO!

20 April 2008
Went to Roland Resturant with Boon Ming, See Wan and Jin Lian! =)The food that was served were delicious and everbody had a sumptous meal!
I felt like i'm in a wedding dinner! Here are the pictures that were taken (:

Are you hungry now? =p

16-18 April 2008

TP ORIENTATION!

1st day ..
Very exicited for the orientation. My class rocks =D. Love my class. haha. No weird people (; . Love the cheers and mentors haha. Here are some chicky dance forfeit videos ^^

2nd day ..
Went to the sports hall and danced! Chicken dance, Couple dance and Tp sch song. =)

3rd day...
REGETTA! Business school won =/. SAD! But Engineering School will always be a CHAMPION haha! Really cheered very loud for engine sch.

11 April 2008

Went to PlanetShakers Concert with Rachel (: Awesome worship service !
PLANETSHAKERS ROCKS xd.

2008-03-27T18:34:00.017-08:00

Jogged in the morning! Went to jogged with Yiling and Jolynn at 6 am=) We jogged to TP there then we ate at the coffee shop there then we went to mc donalds and sleep for 30 minutes! Then we walked passed tampines Century Square and went in to Coffeebean and slack haha. And then we walked home and..Sleep!

26 March Wedensday

Went to east coast again with Jolynn (:. We lie down on the sand. The sky was very blue. The sound of the waves were pleasant. Enjoyed lying down there haha.

Then Yiling came and we went back to tampines to eat our dinner (: We went to HANS! My First time at Hans haha. Its a worthed meal! :D

A fufilling dinner man~. (;

We ate till 9 plus and we decided to go to CAFE CARTEL! Cause the cakes were 50% off after 9pm! The manager, AH BA, know Yiling and I cause we everytime go and eat the cakes haha. So paiseh la! LOL.

Cheese cake, Mang Cake and Black Forest! Yummy ! After that we sat for 15 mins later then we order another side dish lol! We ordered Tic Tac Toe (: .

We were damm full! haha

25 March Tuesday

Went to EAST COAST PARK with Wayne, Eunice, Eugene and YiLing (: . We rented a bicycle each but Eunice do not know how to ride one so Wayne cycled her haha. The rental fee quite worthwhile cause its 5 bucks for 2 hrs + free mineral water!

24 March Monday
Went To Jurong East CPF BULIDING(Kelly Services) with YiLing, ShiShan, JingTing, JoelTan, Eunice, Eugene and EEming to register our popular bk shop sales at Expo. Working there haha. But I cannot work ah cause got include weekends so i gave up the job. We went SAFRA to bowl =). Really have fun there haha.

23 March Sunday

Very happy that Joel rededicated her life to God. And GJ's friend too . haha. Service was really great. After i served finish, Joel and I went to TM pastamania to eat with Jolynn and her admirer lol. Really have a very great dinner (:

20&22 March Thursday and Friday

Painting the EGGS to give to N256 and friends ^^ .

Is a fun process painting with Jolynn (:.

2008-03-21T08:57:00.002-08:00

Yeah! Today brought the easter eggs to church ^^. The drama production was really great. It touches my heart deeply =) . Although my friends never accept Jesus as their Saviour, i'm very happy that they came. Really thank Leonard for encouraging me. He said: "don't be discourage if you friends didn't accept Christ today but instead let your faith be strengthen and rejoice for He is working into them. I'm proud of you :)". The words he said really helps alot. Thank God i have such a encouraging God brother haha.
Hope i can reach out to more people out there. I don't wanna see my friends in hell. Although it feels like there's till alot of time but in fact, its not. Jia you Flora! lol =)

2008-03-20T08:11:00.002-08:00

Just bathed finished and you know what? Quite happy that Eunice and Yiling coming tomorrow leh! =D Today went to Jolynn house and yes, we did colour some eggs but a few were unsuccessful cause its our first try. And i'm going to Jolynn house again like SOON. Now is already 12 15 am leh haha. Talking cab to her house ^^. We gonna paint more eggs and watch JESUS CAMP =) . And maybe Jing Ting coming also (: HAHA.

2008-03-19T09:43:00.004-08:00

Today went out with See Wan (:. We bought sweets from Giant for the new friends for easter! Cool Right!! (; We met at 10 plus in the morning and took a shutter bus to Giant. Then we bought chocolates, gummies, mentos, chocolate mint sweets and many more!. We then headed to IKEA to buy wrapping papers to wrap the lovely sweets. We sat at the High Class eating area and we ate curry with rice! The meal is really worth the price man. The potato was soft, the chicken meat was fresh and we ate till we're really full. However there we leftovers. Abundance man~. We wrapped the sweets into 51 packets. And while wrapping a few people were quite curious about what we're doing. It seems our beautifully wrapped sweets caught some attention ehh haha.

After that I went to City Hall to meet Jolynn and Winston. We walked around till 5 plus and stopped at Gloria's Jean Coffee cause i I had the voucher (: Buy 1 get free! haha. We sat there and talked about retaking of english, shatec, smu etc. And we sat there till 6 plus then head to Simei to visit Jolynn's mother at Changi Hospital.

Tomorrow gonna go to Jolynn house to paint easter eggs ! =) It will be a Good day tomorrow=).
Will watch JESUS CAMP at her house! Really excited to watch this movie because it really reminds us christians about the importance of winning souls.
One of the kid in the movie said this :

KID : i do think i am different from other kids, cos i know jesus, im hungry about jesus. BUT i wont be different if every other kid did their calling.

Even a Kid said this, how much more do we teenagers dare to say this? (:

Anyway I finally escaped out of Robinsons haha. 16 march was my last day. Really got to know many friends and enjoyed working there (: Shi Shan, Jing Ting, Yi Ling, Eugene , Kelvin and me had Mcdonalds for the last day of work(: . Realy had a great day!

2008-03-06T12:03:00.004-08:00

These 2 days ROBINSONS 150 years old! Alot of items 20% discount, many customers. Have been standing non stop and scanning all the barcodes without having a break. Not a minute!! =.= Void transactions, refund and more . What a busy day man. Anyway i bought some stuff too haha! .

Jin Lian and See Wan visited me . I was so surprised but i can't entertain them for there was a long queue in front of me. haha. Anyway i'm quite sick of robinsons. LOL Left a few days more which is next week last 3 days . Awaiting for my salary~ . HAHAS .

An increase of amount in my bank account makes me feel i'm rich again! And I can pay my building fund and tithe for march plus cell grp fund (: . Gotta save money man. I want an acoustic guitar! And as i grew older and save enough money, maybe a piano ! yeaps. Dreaming~

Today i kena cut buy the scotch tape thing. Erm.. DISPENSER!! Yup Learn a new word ! =D. Found the right words to say finally. Thank God i managed to find the picture and right word from yahoo as i type scotch tape, a dispenser is added automatic. HEES.

Poor thumb ! =/ haha. Shall be careful tomorrow~

2008-02-26T10:53:00.002-08:00

Got in to Info communications at TEMASEK POLY (:. Its my fourth choice . Thought I would get in to some enginering course but not ! =D

Anway today went to POWERHOUSE with my connect group, See Wan and Abel . We shared alot of things and prayed. Happy that we pray together. Its like so cool . haha.
Love the mini donouts that See Wan treated us. Have honeydew, chocolate, maple syrup and many more flavours . Its yummy!

Later went to meet Jolynn for dinner. We bought flip flops which looked like a bathing slipper. Quite unique slipper and have many colours. Orange, red, blue, pink, green. =) I bought the green colour and Jolynn bought the orange colour haha. We were shopped till all the shops were closed then we went to GIANT to shop. It was already like 10 pm and we waited for the chattered bus. Went to the clothes section and bought girls thing haha. Was a fulfiling shopping man. =) Shopped till 12 am !! ;D

Tomorrow first day of work!! Gonna wear from head to toe black. HAHA. Must take photo of my robinson badge man. The badge is sooooo cool! Have my name on it leh. =x

2008-02-18T09:40:00.002-08:00

Tomorrow is the posting results ! Hope can get to the course i want in TP . (:
Can't wait for 8 am !!

2008-02-14T08:57:00.001-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY =)

Went out with joel tan to kbox to sing . Was a great day man ! =)

WISH ALL COUPLES HAD A LOVING DAY ! byess (;

2008-02-11T09:02:00.000-08:00

Today, the YES family went out together!!! =D We went to collect our salary and went to CAFE CARTEL to have lunch together. =) Then we went to SAFRA there to BOWL =D . HAHA . We walked all the way to there lehh. The weather is so damm hot la. =.- We played pool at TM aracde, then watched a movie , KUNG FU DUNG. But Wanye never watch cos he gotta visit his relatives. Today was a funny day man. Did and said many lame things LOL. =)

2008-02-10T09:13:00.001-08:00

a friendship..
a broken relationship..
why did it happen time and time again?
separate ways we go,
no more sharing of thoughts.is this what we want?
you said you will not care about me anymore,
but why your eyes always look to my direction?
through the times of our darkest points,
we were there for each other.
but now it seems this time round,
misunderstanding,
different thoughts,
made us quarrelled again.
"lets end this friendship."
what an easy sentence to be said
but it remains a deep cut in our hearts,
just like a broken vase,
no matter how you want to put back into a full piece,
broken means broken..
there are too many bits of glasses,
too tiny to mend the broken vase.
what can i say?
what can i do?
silence is the only expression i could give.
peharps the eyes of mine could tell the pathetic misery,
the ending of this friendship.
sadness in the atmosphere,
can really destroy the way, being our ownself.
all i can do,
is just pretending that everything is normal,
and say..goodbye..

2008-02-10T09:13:00.000-08:00

Its been a LONG TIME since i've blog. Oh man..
Chinese New year, recieved many Hong Baos, nice food and new clothes haha =D .

Today went to Bugis there to have STEAMBOAT with ET zone (: .

LOVE EATING HAHA, I kept eating again and my cell members said im steamboat queen cause i ate the longest time, non stop . >.<

Peter so funny la, he broke a chair . =.-"!

After eating, we went to SHAW TOWER to watch LAO SHI JIA LAO DA.

This movie is quite good, many funny parts. Must watch ah people out there!! =)

I lost my EZ link card AGAIN!! =.-" Sighs . Gotta be more careful next time.. Made Another one again =/.

YES FAMILY .(:
Me, Wanye, Yi Ling and Eunice (: On the way to Mc Donalds after work ~

24 JAN

ANYWAY, my birthday was a memorable one =D. Blessed with many things and lots of love from the people around me ^^.

My Birthday Card done by See Wan ^^. loovve itt~From Esther & Yvonne ! Theres a flower on top =D HAHA.

Meng Ching bought this cake for me . The best thing is GREEN haha. Fav colour =)

Chocolate Favour, rich in chocolate . Yummy!!

Officially 17 haha.

From My ministry, ATTRIBUTES =D. SARA LEE CAKE LEHH!!

2008-01-03T10:54:00.000-08:00

ITS 2008!! A new year and all the unhappy and disappointing moments gotta go man.
31 december went out with clare and wen hui for countdown after my work at 10 pm. Went to clark quay to see fireworks. In the end, guess where we saw the fireworks? ON A BUILDING !!
Just the reflection of the fireworks la =.-" SIGHS! Cheat my feelings sia. Thats a lame 2008 countdown lol. After that went to TCC to eat. Again, its relaxing time. Eat, Drink, Talk =D . Will upload the yummy foods another time ^^ .

I got my hair highlighted today with yiling and reborned + cut. And its quite cheap, 100 bucks. haha . yup thats all . BYES :D happy new year!!

2007-12-21T11:59:00.001-08:00

CHC drama production was great! Enjoyed the candlelight service!!
And today attributes were short handed but anyway managed to handle everything (:.
Really enjoyed serving man!!
Hmm after that went to HALL 7 . Boon Ming and Wei Liang played the boxing game so funny !!
Sameul and his friend even more funny lor. Their action more kua zhang LOL!!
And ET won the eating competition yesterday and today! =D . ET so li hai in eating food HAHAS! We played CHUCKY and 007 game ! I tell you arh . Ming Xuan so funny lah! Keep repeating the same mistake, "AHHH!" (waving hands) I laughed till stomach pain LOL!!
We played until 3 plus then depart to go different ways. Some went to VIVO , some went to BUGIS, whereas some went HOME.

I went to meet up with my GOD SISTERS, Lillian and WenHui. =) Clare did not join us cause she had dinner with her family till so late. We bought a present and the rule was we must use it at the spot. I bought a Angel Crystal Keychain at Expo (: . Thanks to SIYING, i had 90cents off the actual prize haha!. Wen Hui bought a MASSCARA. I can guess easily lor. She wrapped until so obvious LOL. While Lillian bought a hairpin + bracelet!
We went to orchard and ate KFC at cineleisure then went around shopping. We then went to DHOBYGOUT the arcade and play till 8plus and we head to PLAZA SINGAPURA there. We went in to many makeup shop LOL! My first time entering into many makeup shops! After that we went to AJINSEN to eat AGAIN! I LOVE TO EAT =D . Haha. But the noodle was not nice at all! The soup put too much MSG, really too much. The meat have lots of fats =.-". Never gonna step into PS AJINSEN man. Then we exchanged presents by drawing lots. (: In the end, wenhui got li's present, li got my present and i got wenhui's present =).

We headed to STARBUCKS to relax, talk and drink! We were seating outside and there were people from a church singing christmas song! (: we sang along while drinking and started to sing SILENT NIGHT. We really look like a chior when our voice combined LOL! About 11 pm, we went to where the stage that they sang and took photos ! =D We then went to catch the last train and sang many songs on the way home LOL!.

Really a great day today! (x LOVE THEM!

2007-12-21T11:59:00.000-08:00

Today found a job at 201 with YL! =D
Cashier and its $4/hr.
Quite happy cause it is located near my house and hers (:.
And Christmas is coming! Hope that its a memorable one.
Plus 2008 is approaching and its going to end 2007 soon.
Gotta set my goals for the next year and end this year well !
Hope that countdown i will be with someone. HAHAS!

Today went to buy bubble tea hor,
Than the cover has a very interesting riddle.
第十一号的书本猜一句成语.
(di shi yi hao shu ben)
(think of an chinese idiom)
Got It??Think Think!!

Clue: Book11Ans: 不可思义/Bu ke si yi < Highlight it :D

i didnt get the joke la . but YL laugh like siao LOL!

2007-12-17T02:50:00.000-08:00

Yes, i watched this movie with YiLing today! Finally get to watch a movie alr! :DSeriously, the movie poster seems to look nice & interesting. But when we watch the show, we were like question-mark question-mark!!! Cause we dont really understand what they were acting so we dont really understand the story-Line. Puke puke is all i can say about this movie :xBut it is still better than Men in White! (:Hahahahha! :D

Friday, December 14, 2007

Today Esther and Yvonne went to my house early in the morning to make potato salad. =D
We boiled the potato and then peeled the potatoes. We bought 12 packets of potatoes yesterday at GIANT. In one packet theres about 6 potatoes. So theres alot of hardwork to do . Then around 2 plus YiLing was about to come my house i called her to buy 10 packets of potatoes cause its like not enough. This is what she said :"
Currently, I am at Flora's house now! :D Using her computer while they are busy cooking! :xHelping her to prepare potatoes for dinner ( her church activities).Later got free dinner from her church activity yea! so i just come and help abit la! :DOkay, i tell you..!Never buy 10 packets of Potatoes tgt! It no joke. Its freaking heavy!! T_T My bone joint almost loosen, while walking from Ntuc to her house. Though is quite a short distance, but the potato ar..!!F5! Sigh, den I saw hope! Flora came to my help when i was about to reach her hse. If not i will be flat exhausted alr.. & i swear i will nv buy 10packets of Potato anymore!!" . HAHAS.
Yeah potatoes were indeed heavy !! =D After that Abel, Issac came to help out haha. My kitchen was in real mess, Practically no space to walk and the floor was filled potato skins and kind of slimy. LOL. Time was running out then we hurried to do everything. Lucky Yvonne went home or else a lot of thing missing to make the potato salad. So we took cab to BAYSHORE PARK CONDO. The christmas dinner was great man . Recieved a notebook + precious moments magnet fron SEEWAN^^. And a magnet form BOONMING^^. YiLing recieved a box of chocolates + magnet. =D But one thing sad was theres still one tub of potato salad left. WAH we do the salad so xin ku, we still thought not enough potatoes then go buy again. In the end theres so much left. Wei Liang took the one tub of potato salad home because he have a car HAHAS. ANYWAY DO YOU GUYS WANT TO KNOW HOW WE MAKE THE POTATO SALAD?HAHAS.THATS A SECRET OR ELSE NOBODY WILL EAT IT. Hahas =x

Monday, December 10, 2007
Hehe! i went to kbox this afternoon with YuFang & YiLing! :DAs per normal, I was late again. Lol, expected de la! but it was alright cause we always are late... Being late is always our normal routine. We sang alot, damn lot. YiLing & Yufang sang mostly chinese songs, & I was singing mostly the angmoh songs. We got to snatch the control to have our songs on list. Yup, heard everyone nice voices and we were super in a high mood Lei. Crackers kept refilling and refilling..! Lol! we ate all the nice tidbit only leaving all the nuts behind.. Lol! I hope to go there again Lei :D Hehe! Anybody would like to go? (: Go with me ok!! ty:DInitially we plan to have steamboat, due to financial constrain.. we ate a mini Chinese restaurant. It is not very cheap but is somehow cheaper than steamboat la.. But it was very suffering, stuffing at least 18wantons into my stomach! It was hell but at least the noodle was not bad la..!After that we slacked & talk many many rubbish. Heard many ghost stories, learn many things (a beauty was there :D) and we shared many stories..Today was a nice day k! :D

Saturday , December 08, 2007

Look! University lei! :D Fate just do exist! (:

2007-12-12T12:03:00.000-08:00

Too many things happened this few days and i lost my wallet today!!
Gosh! I withdrew 50 bucks from bank and i lost my wallet at raffles city! Got interview at THE SOUP SPOON! . I at Marina Square wanted to eat KFC , then can't find my wallet. YiLing and i went to search but to no avail. -.-" 50 BUCKS LEH!! In the end went to NOVENA SQUARE there to get SiYing a hello kitty as a christmas gift for friday GIFT EXCHANGE. Awaiting for that day man!! Really thank God that ny EZ link card was in my pocket all the time =D. Or else if i lost again, i tell you my mum would surely scold me again for losing it. Then we went there to eat KFC (: . I borrowed money from YiLing cause i do not have any money. Anyway at Novena Square, there were 2 lovely ice skaters gliding on the thin ice. They ice skate very gracefully. IT WAS NICE! The guy was good looking angmoh and the women have a nice figure . LOL. Gotta find someday to try ice skating man!

After that went back to tampines and met up with Jolynn and her twin sisters for dinner. =D . Really thank God for the friends that he put beside me. Willing to help me in times of need (:. THANKS YILING AND JOLYNN. =)

Talked to Guo Jun on the phone for 2 hours so long! . Anyway I'm very happy that he changed alot la. Happy that he thanked me for bringing him to church. I feel that the most happy thing is when i'm in heaven, the friends that i've brought them to know christ say a very grateful thank you, which no money can buy that.

2007-12-07T09:19:00.000-08:00

Friday! Went out with YiLing to find Job ! Yeah . Bought THE STRAITS TIMES and went to the classified to look for Jobs . But the first thing we did is have lunch HAHAS. We went to PIZZA HUT and ate the student meal. It's been a long time since i had yummy food =D. After a sumptous meal, we went to POPULAR to buy a 60cents pen to circle the jobs that were suitable. WE ARE HARDWORING! LOL . And we went straight to Raffles Place to look for The Soup Spoon. When we found the restuarant, we don't dare to go in! Cause we not sure they still need any more part time waitress and messaged my friend to confirm if they need any. So we sat at one corner to call all the numbers that we had circled and out of 10, we had secured 2 only . But quite good la. Interview is tomorrow. =) After that we went back to Tampines to have our dinner and went to STARBUCKS to drink, relax and talk. Thats all for today . Some photos that were taken today .. (:

This photo was taken by YiLing. Calling to ask for any job avaliable. I didn't know she took it! -.="
After calling all, this is a picture taken at raffles =]. Behind is THE FULLERTON HOTEL .
While waiting for the train to Tampines..
STARBUCKS =) . Relaxing Time!
=)

LOL!

Best Friends ~

HAHAHA =)

SHOO~!

HAHAHA =D

2007-12-05T09:19:00.000-08:00

WHOO! BACK FROM ET BREAKAWAY CAMP!

It was awesome man .
Know many more friends from many cell groups . (:
My JACOB grp . Ravi is the team leader haha.
Then my grp members were gwendeline, valerie, irene, erin, seow ting, sarah, me, marnosh, william, calvin, ming duo, eugene, jackson, vinson and marcus.
Will blog about breakaway camp another day~ SLEEPING TIME =D

Love my team .
JACOB ROCKS [; HAHAS

2007-11-23T10:24:00.000-08:00

Wow its been a great day today !! Finally the day has arrived!! Went out with my darlings, Lillian and Wen Hui plus Terence and Jason! Today is Wen Hui birthday so got a very nice braclet for her at Tampines Isetan!! Its a really nice braclet and can wear it for formal occasions and normal occasions too.

Watched ENCHANTED at orchard cathay! We went in around 6.30 pm hahas. The ending was quite expected cause its fairy tales like Cinderella . After the movie went to take neoprints. HAHAS. It was fun la =) . Dinner time we bought dumplings, hokien mee, and sphagetti to share =) SISTERS ONLY !! haha . The guys bought their own food (:. And I just realised a korean shop that sell many korean stuff like cup noodles, drinks, cosmetics stuffs and tibits . Quite cool right =D And I noticed that the cashier were KOREANS ! This is even more cool ah! I love koreans haha! Love the way they speak ^^.

After that Wen Hui had to go and meet another group of friends. So left the four of us and we went to BORDERS book shop . Li and I took some magazines and find a corner to seat down and read whereas Terence and Jason go to the law section. Had a great time there haha!! Supposed to go and have some drinks and sit down and talk talk at bugis but then the last train is comin at 12 mins later. So in the end Li and I went home.

THATS ALL!! BYES [:

2007-11-22T09:34:00.000-08:00

AHH!! What is wrong with my phone .. Suddenly no network connection . Cannot message and cannot call .. =( How i'm i going to contact my cell group members and and friends .. ='( I'm going to cry already la.. SOBBS!

Anyway, bought my flip flops from newurbanmale (: . Its called Braziliano Praia! Its a nice scandal that cost me $49.90! My father paid for me . Cool right =D . If you want to know how it look like, here it is =)

Mine the base is pink not white but the upper it is white (: .

I don't know should i cry or smile . Good and Bad for today . =( ? =) ?

2007-11-18T09:52:00.000-08:00

BOO! Im BLOGGING AGAIN!! HAHA . Hmm Saturday Yuan Ting bought 2 friends to cell group . (: Mei Qi & Qing Ling ! Their quite nice and fun to be with . And i enjoyed watching FREE show . HAHAS . Fight between Yuan Ting and Mei Qi then Mei Qi And Meng Ching LOL!! I tell you arhs, I laughed till stomach DAMMM pain arhs!! Heres a group picture =) TADA=) ALL THE PRETTY LADIES HERE HUH!! ;] Let me introduce...

1st row from the left : Si Ying , Me, Yuan Ting, Qing Ling, Meng Ching

2nd row from the left : See Wan, Niko, Shi Hui, GJ, Mei Qi

But my Cgl not inside ahhs hahas . The Guys are in front of us LOL.

After Cg, some of us went to saturday service. =D IT WAS GREAT!!Pastor Phil Pringle painted the 12 diciples of Jesus. Each different characters and personalites, just like everyone. Even if nobody knows you, you've commited crimes or always criticise people, no matter who you are, Jesus welcome YOU to have communion with him. Because he loves you. YES YOU!!

Now..SUNDAY!! Hmm went queue up in the morning =) . Pastor Phil Pringle painted the cross with Jesus being nailed on the cross. The message is about the signifance of the cross. Hmm to me, the cross means that Jesus had already paid all my sins and sicknesses, he enable me to have a close relationship with the Almighty God and Satan no longer have power over me. The Cross represents how deep his love for me. Hahas.

Oh and WEI YING is back from Australia! I MISS HER SOO MUCH!! Love the doughnuts she brought from Australia =) . Today I'm really quite blessed!! Wei Ying treat me BK ice milo and See Wan treat me mineral water. Recently really need to save money so really very thankful to them =). My ice milo was my today's lunch x.x . Although its just drinks ah but these little blessings realy mean alot to me heh. =D

Yup thats all !

2007-11-15T10:52:00.000-08:00

Today went out with Joel. Hmm we went to orchard and i saw the the flip flops that i wanted!! NEW URBAN MALE =D . Have been looking fot that slippers for a long time man .. IM GONNA BUY THAT SOON!! HEES =) We shopped the whole day walking non stop haha.

2007-11-03T22:37:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, life is tiring.
All you want to do is just relax,
Stay content with the things you have now.
But everything is just a new begining,
New chapter, new start, new story.

I just can't stop halfway now.
Gotta continue to run the race.
Can't just let the damm problems overtake me.
Nono ,
Not gonna stay where i am .

So im gonna run the race,
run the race.
keep the pace no i'm stopping
Don't hold me back, hold me me back.
Nah you can't stop me.

Each step i take,
I'll be stronger.
All I gotta do is break free.
Yeah~

You can't stop me now.
Never, Not gonna.

A new begining,
A new chapter,
A new story,
A new start,

Breaking free,
let me be!

At the end of the day,
End of my life ,
I'll finish the race,
No matter how painful it takes.

I'll finish the race,
While my heart is still beating,
While i'm still breathing,
While ..
I'm alive.

A new begining,
A new chapter,
A new story,
A new start..

2007-10-28T09:07:00.000-08:00

hey little girl
what's wrong with your life
wonderful parents
caring friends

yet what's wrong with you
you seems troubled

look upon the sky
there may be darkness everywhere
but there's a star that's shining brightly
although sometimes it may be block by the clouds
but its still there,
shining

though sometimes you can't see whats ahead
press on
hold on
wait a little longer
soon the clouds will disappear
and you will see the shining bright star,
once again

2007-10-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

why do you have to lie to me?
you think its fun?
your so selfish!
you think what you do is good for me?

i don't know what to say about you ..
sometimes i really hate you
keep telling me to forget you
saying that it would be better for me
but you know how i think and feel?
you don't .
if i'm a machine i will just press a button to erase all of you.
but i'm not

i really hate you
you keep pushing me away if i'm talking to another guy..
what kind of friend you are ..
i really don't know and i don't
wanna know ..
really..
i'm too tired to say anymore
stop saying sorry again and again.
please..
i'm tired of it

2007-10-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

O level is around the corner!!! AHH Still got lots to catch up!! Sighs .. O level coming, many problems arises in my life. I really want to escape reality..But its just circumstances..It will not last long..ARGH.. i'm tired..

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe

Someone's watching over me

2007-10-05T10:31:00.001-07:00

Now N256 got 5 new people but Darren, Dennis and Christopher had transferred out =( WILL MISS THEM!! But Meng Ching came back!! When i first came to CHC she is in my 1St Cell Group! (: Ate whole meal bread during fellowship plus CHEESE+HAM+TOMATO+CUCUMBER+TUNA =D It was really a fufilling meal hahas ^^. And i ate lots of grapes =) VERY HEALTHY RIGHT hahas!

Yeapps! Then studied at Mac Cafe and saw loyang people there like Chirstopher, Si Yun, Rachel.L, Marcus, Ren Yi and dunno who. Ahh i really have stm lahs . My class one the guy .. CAN'T REMEMBER!! =.= Then I saw YiLing again!! hahas Mac Cafe now the rules like so strict le. 1) Study on weekends for too long not allowed. Customers complained many people LIKE ME occupying the place. (So they chased me out -.-) 2) No outside food allowed. Either Mac Cafe drinks or Mc Donalds. ( WAHH where got fair!! Last time we brought SUBWAY, KFC, FOODCOURT FOODS, BUBBLE TEA they never complained. Now they say cannot.) Later no students want to go there study arhs ! LOL But can understand lah. They have to obey what the boss say mahs hahas (: .

I really loved the chocolates that Jolynn and i bought it at guardian. And i just bought it again hahas! Chocolates are yummy! Especially dark chocolate or 63% chocolate. Not those chocolate that is soo milky.

Yeah so thats all for today! Peace!!

2007-10-05T10:31:00.000-07:00

Yay!! Today mugged from 2pm to 11pm with Jolynn=D! Can't believe thay Jolynn knocked her head at the Mac cafe sign 7 times!! OMG ahaha. Joshua also!! Wanted to tell him be careful but i haven't say finish yet he kena!! LOL SO FUNNY!!

I studied Physics and Maths today! hahas Quite fruitful (: . Then Jolynn shared her problems with me and we enjoyed ourselves. Came back home was about 11.50pm going to 12am haha.

2007-10-01T01:34:00.000-07:00

Ahh getting tired every time during lessons and at home :( My chinese got C5 again. SAD! I'm so scared of O's lahs ..

Happy children's day to me LOL . I'm getting lame.

2007-09-29T10:42:00.000-07:00

HEYO ! Im blogging again hahas =D Today spent lots of time studying chem and physics and i realised that mugging outside is better than at home!! So many temptations .. =( Friday i mugged with YiLing at tampines Mc Donald near interchange then she went home at 9.30pm and i continued studying until about 10 plus. RACHEL LEONGAND WENDY CAME TO MC DONALD TO MUG TOO!! Last time i at downtown mc cafe mug they also there =.= . Soon, Mc Donald was so damm crowded and the auntie wanted to chase us out. x.x Rachel, Wendy and me then shifted to tampines mart to study until about 12.30am. We talked alot od stuff and soon Wendy's and Rachel's friends came. After sometime i realised that one of them is actually BARRY . =.= I can't really tell lor. Last year he graduate then now his hair is reborn one. hahas. After that i walked home all the way. Soo kool LOL =D

Anyway im tired today . It's been a long time since i spent in my home the whole day hahas (:
After listening hillsong's new album saviour king i find that the songs were really good!! Kept playing again and again. Waiting to sing one of their songs during church C= !

2007-09-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

Just wondering what did i say that hurt my friend. Suddenly he turned so cold towards me. Well, i guess i should shut my mouth. Anyway today was quite a tiring day..

Life is full of ups and downs
Sometimes I'm so sick of my life
and remain still like a stone

Don't wanna move on
don't wanna get up

What's wrong with me?
I don't understand me

Maybe i should just lay on a green pasture of grass
looking up to the sky
waiting for God to take me away

2007-09-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today service was quite good . I kept cying and tears kept rolling down my cheeks. Truly God is always with me. No matter how down, how empty, how lost and how sad, He's always there. Yes he is! I want to stick with God no matter what circumstances i may be in. I want to run the race with God to the finish line! I want to love him and know him better! I want to live for him, carry up my cross once again. I've rest enough! JESUS I LOVE YOU!! You're always faithful and truthful to me, my best friend forever. Cant wait to be in heaven with JESUS (:! He's the only way, the truth and the light. With him, i can then be who i am in Him. The presence i've felt today really totally know that he love me unconditional. The love that really can't be described. Very deep.. It can't be measured.

And just wanna share a song by Corrinne May to all my brother and sisters in Chirst! (:
YOU CAN BE WITNESS FOR HIM ! This song is to encourage us to so unbelievable things for chirst! You're a beautiful seed that is precious to him! Click until number 5 on the playlist!

You can fill the darkness

with just one flash of light

Break the silence with just one word

One defiance starts a revolution

One life can save the world

On the steps of Washington

Sprinkled like confetti

Thousands of people sing"we will overcome"

The preacher shouts:"Let freedom ring"

He gave his life for what he believed

You can be a withness

You can be a prophet

You can make the whole world believe

Break the strongest fortress

change the way the world thinks

You can build a bridge where foes can meet

Hope for the future

Shout it, don't whisper

Dreams are what we make them to be

There's hope in every heartbeat

Tiny as it seems

You're a beautiful seed

She's a pastor's daughter

She's only 16

But her heart and belly

are beaking at the seams

Her boyfriend blames her

He wants to pay

for the doctor to wash it away

She lays in the hospital

A Christmas choir is singing

About a child in a manger

fragile and small

"unto us is born a Saviour"

She looks at her baby and cries

as she sings him a lullaby

You can be a withness

You can be a prophet

You can make the whole world believe

Break the strongest fortress

change the way the world thinks

You can build a bridge where

foes can meet

Hope for the future

Shout it, don't whisper

Dreams are what we make them to be

There's hope in every heartbeat

Tiny as it seems

You're a beautiful seed

Every hope, every power

lies in the heart if a seed that flowers

Intertwined all across the land

we're all seeds in the maker's hands

2007-09-22T11:21:00.000-07:00

Today had cell group meeting with W351 . Yeah love the food !! Ate quite lot! Gave Boon Ming the present. After the whole thing, i went to DownTown East mc cafe to study . Was listeining to my mp3 and suddenly memories came back. Thinking about the old times and got rather down.
When I arrived, Yu Shan, Grace, Rachel, Wendy, Yiling and her friends at the cafe . Then later Kok Hao, Nizham, Kharudin and Hafiz came in.

I so lost. I'm walking aimlessly through a path of nowhere. The fervent love of God seems to fade away. Busy doing about my stuff and never really spend time with God. Is that really what i want?

And a friendship that i had just found is going to end. Just because of what he said and i feel scared and wanted to avoid him . Used to share lots of stuff . Yeah .. Everyday the friendship between both of us seems to fade bit by bit . Soon..it may disappear ..

2007-09-20T07:02:00.001-07:00

A little boy of thirteen

was on his way to school

He heard a crowd of people laughing

and he went to take a look

Thousands were listening

to the stories of one man

He spoke with such wisdom,

even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly

the day turned to night

Everyone was hungry

but there was no food in sight

The boy looked in his lunchbox

at the little that he had

He wasn't sure what good it'd do

there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus

the kindness in His smile

and the boy cried out

with the trust of a child

he said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you willI surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

to feed them all"

I often think about that boy

when I'm feeling small

and I worry that the work I do

means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry

is a diamond in His hands

and every door that slams in my face

I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have

Oh Lord, you can work miracles

All that you need is my "Amen"

Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

I hope it's not too small

I trust in you

Take my five loaves and two fishes

Do with it as you will

I surrender

Take my fears and inhibitions

All my burdens, my ambitions

You can use it all

no gift is too small

I found that this is very touching song. I promise, if you are a christian, you will be reminded something after you hear this song.

2007-09-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

I cant believe my maths failed . I've done lots of tys questions !! Maybe i stiil need to do many more. yeahs .. Haish today my stomach soo damm pain!! Halfway in tuition doin maths then cannot take it! So i rest and my teacher sent me home . Sighs .. Lots of things gotta do

2007-09-11T01:52:00.000-07:00

Today history paper very hard. I studied Russia and Pacific in War never come out!! =( Then essay die liao luh. The best thing is that yesterday night then found out that today have maths paper 1 =.-" .. WHY AM I SOO BLUR?? o.o" Tomorrow have 3 PAPERS!! Physics Paper 2, POA paper 1 and Chemistry Paper 2 !! Aww today im gonna sleep very late . Sighs

2007-09-08T08:54:00.000-07:00

Yoo! Today cell group meeting was a very good one. Jin Lian prophesy to each and every one of us. Indeed we must grow into a deeper relationship with God just like a tree which its roots grew deeper into the ground to get minerals so that it can grow taller n greener . Just like when you see the tree, you can see that it is harvesting . (:

Friday went to Yi ling's house study from 8 to 12am den go Jolynn house. I ate 2 drumsticks , magie mee, and 2 cups of milk for supper then started studying about 2am to 5 am. Very hiong hors hahas . Then woke up 12pm lehs. Supposed to wake up at 9am then cannot tahan and sleep again . Sighs! hahas

ahhh and I just found out that Vanessa anne Hudgens took a nude photo of herself!!
It wast reported today's newpaper. HOW CAN IT BE. My favourite singer and actor of HSM1&2!! So sadd and disapointed!! =(

2007-09-04T09:05:00.003-07:00

booohoo . Tmr all the way study :( My cg members catching a movie tomorrow luh and the BEST THING is that i cannot make it :'( Sooo sad .. HAISH All because of TUITION. But nevermind la . Will be mugging with YiLing at starbucks (bugis there) then head back to tampines for tuition . I LOVE TO STUDY!! ^^ lol ( like real)

2007-09-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

Heya!! Today after POA tutorial went to WS with Joel. Yeapps=D We ate KFC then went to buy sliky girl sliver eye liner (: [Wanted to buy for long ago] The went popular to buy pen LOL . We shop shop finished then head to interchange then we head back to WS lol!! Cos we forgot that we have to do POA question so we head to MC CAFE =D . We do half way then the aunty come say go up study here people want to eat =.= . Buy mocha do poa until 5 + then... CONTIUNED SHOPPING!! hehe

(:

2007-09-03T01:40:00.000-07:00

Whoo! Today I I have finished watching High School Musical 2 on YOU TUBE! Love when Gabriella and Troy sing together cos their voice matched together (: I wish i had the song album !! HSM2 is worth watching kays !! =D

2007-08-29T00:55:00.001-07:00

Today is English prelims ! I think i wrote out of point luh! . The question like about a person who tried to change his or her bad habit but turn out into a blessing in disguise. I wrote being quiet is a bad habit =x . That time it was like 9.00am and I left 45 min so i panicked and can't think! @@ Lucky i managed to finish everything (: Paper 2 was quite ok..ahh hope can pass my english paper!!

After school Joel and I went to foyer to study. We study until 5.45pm then go home. WHOO it was a worth time studying man..lol Hope tomorrow Joel can go out.. bYe!!

2007-08-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

Woah today PE arhs we played in the muddy football field and some of the boys slipped and fell unto the muddy ground. It was like so funny cause got free entertainment =D English prelims tomorrow le . Jia You 4e2 people! ^^ And friday studying with Joel at downtown mc cafe luh! We not going to the lame road race on teacher's day. Its like deprive me from having a good sleep LOL! Mugging Rocks (: That's all for today!

2007-08-27T03:03:00.000-07:00

BOO! Its been a long time i've ever blog! Ok here it is . Well reason for not blogging for long is i've no mood to blog . ahha! Today I have a good talk with Joel . Yeaps ! Joel don't worry. You have a friend like me to share your problems too (: Yesterday church service was very good. Learnt not to be too judgeful of others (: Well School was still the same .

Here's a song or poem that i wrote today !
Sitting alone in the classroom
Looking at the people around me
Desprate are the souls crying out for help
They're finding something to satisfy their life
Day after day
They seems to be doing the same thing in their life
Trying to seek something but to no avail
I tried to reach out and stretch my hand towards them
But they refused what I've got to offer

Why can't they open their eyes to see
Someone who is waiting for them
Someone who is trying to enter into your life
And turn every single troubles, sadness into joy

He is knocking at the door of your heart
And said:" I love you. I'm here to give you a sense of meaning of life. I'm here to set you free from all you troubles thats troubling you. I've seen your tears flowing down your cheeks as you cried for help. Would you let me in to heal all your brokeness and let me be with you? I love you my dear. I'm here with you.. "
How many would actually open their hearts?
Someone who love them dearly
Who even died for them and paid the price

He is calling out to you
Waiting for you to accept him
Every single day he is knocking at the door of your heart
And say " You are precious to me. Will you come back to me? "

Jesus loves you!

2007-05-26T09:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out with Jin Lian, Yuanting and her friend after chinese tutorial. We shopped around Vico then eat dinner together. After Yuanting and her friend went to take bus home, Jin Lian and I went to Habour Front Shopping Centre for toilet. We passed by DMK shoe shop then Jin Lian pointed out to me the Fushia Hot pick slippers that I wanted to buy at Century Square but don't have my size cause it was on sales. We went in to the shop and I asked the sales assistant whether they had size 37 and they did have! (: I on the spot bought the pink slippers for I've longed for the slippers since few months backed. Didn't know that I could buy that slippers. Thank God ^^ True that God knows what are my desires x) After that we went to Vico Mall again to look at secnery. Then we talked about how God is amazing for he created stars which can twinkle and the sea view. Then after that we went home and after i bathed i went to Jolynn's house to mug chinese till the next day. We ate Maggie Mee then coffee and egg + cheese. YUMMY. Cause we needed to eat in order not to get sleepy. Then we talked about lots of stuff while studying and we slept at four.

Next day Jolynn's mum cooked laska. Hmm her cooking very nice and talked about Yumin stuff hahas! By the time we went out of the house it was already 11 45 am. Jolynn was late for church and I'm late for cell group. I was supposed to be there early to help up in preparing the ingredients for sushi. Then suddenly, I recieved a call from attributes and they asked me to start serving next week. I'm shocked as i did not expected that they would want in bookstore ministry for since january interview. And I'm not prepared.. X.X

After Cell group meeting, I was soo pai seh as i gave offering then got one neoprint inside then Jin Lian said You want to give your neoprint as offering also arh. LOL ! Then we celebrated Abel and Brandon birthday. (: Dennis do the birthday card for Brandon soo funny sia. Put ice-cream sticks on it hahas! First time see his creativity hahas. Anyway the card looked simple and nice. (: I now know that my cell group don't know how to make sushi LOL. We wrap until like popiah like that then some fold in a wierd shape hahas!

(: